Yesterday was really up and down.

The downside is getting too hasty and caring too much :S

Even the leaf fell and tap my right cheek ( like giving me a tight slap to wake me up from my wrongdoings )

The up? Well, I was driving home and receive that thing which made my mood really, up until cannot up?! LOLOLOL! It really did make my day, for a moment I really thought , yeah, no hope alr?

K, self control, self compose, lets continue..

Yeap, its a 61 key keyboard. I bought one for myself to bring over to melb and self learn it ^^ Quite cheap and its quite decent as well. Was trying it out at PS just now.

Okay confession time, I'm back in Singapore for people whom reads this. I came back for some reason and for afew days and yes, I didn't bother to tell you guys not because I'm not brother enough but, aiya, afew days only what :S Nothing much to fuss about.

Alright, I'm gonna go pack my bag and prepare for take off later at 11:45pm towards melb once again! Damn, all the travelling hahahaha! AND ALUMBRA TMR! Holy cow, am I excited or what!

Later~ ;D

P.S. I'm really sorry for what happened ytd still. And.. goodluck for your last paper! I guess thats all I can say for now till I'm 'quarantined'. Oh wells.

P.P.S. This time I'll bet it on ' time ', ' patience ' and ' fate '.

Stupid Boy.



A very beautiful song hidden inside my 'inventory' which I've no idea why am I only sharing it now. HAHA.
K need to go his concert. ^^

K, I hate it when this happens.
I guess I'll leave it to you to do it right, fate.

And if it happens, I really dk how to react to that :S

My envy.
Damn how I wish you would heal. COMPLETELY

http://www.my-wardrobe.com/sebago/navy-and-red-leather-boat-shoes-517337?c_id=wgusd&utm_source=webgains_affiliate_usd&utm_medium=affiliate&utm_campaign=webgains_affiliate_usd&_$ja=tsid:9732&cm_mmc=affiliate-_-webgains-_-US-_-my-wardrobe

I wonder if this sleek boat shoe fits me ^^

I need some self control pills!

My impatience-ness, 's always the key to destroying everything I've sowed.
But damn, I just want to do it.

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My dad missed me so much till he got fever and he was super happy, eating subway with me just now in the morning. I seriously thought he came by for business but he cancelled his business trip just to see me and how I'm doing over here.
Fuck man, and hes leaving tmr, sounding kinda sad and stuffs. I'm tossing in bed, wondrin if I should accompany him back to sg tmr, same flight. My mom scolded me, my dad was esctatic hearing that I'll fly with him. Sigh, I'm caught in the middle?

Once again? Help?

angmohs are really angmohs
Their actions and games really mei hua ke shuo.
2hours of pingpong?! hmmm, really?

When should one stop fighting and accept their own fate?
I've fought really hard for things..
I'm born with deficiency in my eyes when my dream was to..
I was ready for the national team when my knee had to..

But I guess I'm still gonna try for the things I want/like, no matter how much times I'm gonna fail.
Andy fighting?! :D

And I've been playing pingpong all day long, maybe the route to success for me 's actually to become australia's national paddler? LOL

K, need to stop bs-ing and rest. Tmr's the time to tectonik LOL kekezx

I think I'm seriously gonna grow fat in no time.
Yesterday was steak and cheese foot long.
Today's subway melt with a routine of sleeping from 9pmSGT - 5amSGT ( +3hrs in melb ), go buy subway, divide into 3 portions, ate a portion and sleep till 1pmSGT. and just! finished the last portion of it at 545pmSGT. ( Okay even I'm confused about what I'm saying -.- )
Whatever it is, I just eat sleep sit eat sleep sit x 135132432523
FUCK MAN , I swear I'm gonna hit the gym and ooze all the fats out!

Just went out with this, level 6 mate, like the best friend I've made throughout this 2 days? LOL
He's from bangladesh and he's studying the same course as me. HEHE, can make use of him to help me with school work whenever I'm stuck LOL
Damn, I feel so xia jian /slaps-myself.

Okay, it's time, I shall go downstairs, to the tv room and try to make new friends haha!
Btw, if I'm not wrong, I'm clubbing tmr? WTFSAGASGASGDASHGDS. Can't believe I'm going to start clubbing already LOL

And I seriously wonder why, those whites like to play pingpong? Theres the pool table and arcade machines around and they'all just hog the ping pong table? Screw em LOL

OKAY
I promise not to be such an asshole, forgive me my buddha HAHA

SQ airlines really damn power.
Especially when it comes to the food part. I had like yu sheng, with a piece of sashimi inside, chicken fried rice, bread with butter, biscuit with cheddar cheese. Seriously, feels like a feast O_O

Arrived in Melbourne and waited for 3hours to register myself into the school. Then after I walked ard to buy..

1) Pillow
2) Pillow cover
3) Mattress cover
4) Water cooker
5) SAGSAHWELGADSJHGLASHASFK I FORGET TO BUY PORTABLE FAN!

Tonight I'm gonna fucking wet the bed with my body fluids kekekezx :X

Haven't eaten a thing since then but tell you what, its 5pm now, we're 3 hours ahead, I'm gonna crash for abit, cause I haven't slept a wink at all since i board the plane at 10pm. Totally regret, keep watching all the stephen chow movies/play games/andy lau mahjong movie = touchdown at melbourne in a blink blink O_O!

HAHA kk shall be back!
STILL, singapore > melbourne!

There're bound to be more attractive things outside.
But now that I've bound my heart to this one thing..

I'll let fate take it's course :)

Jennifer Lopez - On The Floor ft. Pitbull (NEW 2011 FULL SONG)

Okay this song keeps ringing in my head LOL
Damn addictive.

''You never know how it feels to lose someone, someone so close..
Because you were prepared at some point, to let it hit you and move on''

I really shouldn't have poured out my whole heart, when I saw your best friend cheating on you, to take care of you and make sure you never ever feel sad anymore.

I'm confused, I'm still lost.
I don't know why must I be the kind of person that needs answers, answers that'll make me move on.
Normally I tend to take the first damn step to every single problem/answer/solution.
But this time, I really hope you can take the first step, I really don't know what will happen, what will you say, but at least.. care.

or 's life just better without me.

a part of my heart and soul still wants you :S
Even if its a hug before I fly.

Today's a pretty good day, had a really long sleep till 12, went to swimming after lunch, with mr gwee. Then slacked till dinner came home, eat and now its 2am! Oh wells, what a life I'm leading right now /giggle.
Guess I need to really start working on my ironing skills to get myself ready for Australia!

There will be a sudden call to hongkong this week, i think? Hope I don't kena on weekends and days when people ask me out.

I still want to meet as many people as I can before I fly!
Bring em joy and laughter before I fly!
Make this last few days in Singapore, a happy and worthwhile one!

Been busy clubbing and supper-ing my life away. Super unhealthy lifestyle that makes me sleep at 7am everyday, and recently im having insomnia, can't sleep at all. Damn. And I tend to sleep like 3-5hours and I cannot go back to sleep anymore.

Anyways, just doing a random blog post.
Am eating this korea seaweed my mom bought back from her december holiday trip.
Thinking back, when my NS friend bought seaweed back to share with us, i purposely kept afew, for my ex gf. Even eating seaweed reminds me of her. All those silly lil things I do for her, all those small lil things I do for her, just to see her smile. Guess it all came to naught.

Well but till today, I'm still trying to forget, put the past behind.

Buckle up!
Blast the music!
Lets party and move on towards the future!!

If you're blinded by friends that supports you blindly.
Then you'll get blinded and influenced by their words and not look at things in a bigger picture.
They'll say things and miss out some points and make it totally logically my fault and when you try to defend saying about the past, they'll tell you things like, the past is the past, don't even look back because they're worthless when everything starts from scratch, from the day we started, that is the past, the base that build up a strong relationship till ..
Who knows,
Maybe they've been through much more than me, but I definitely have a clearer picture to what is happening.

But regardless..

Whatever I've done, even if you don't appreciate it in the least, all the bad and good stuffs and stuffs that're good and you deem it bad because you're blinded to a certain extent..
I'll still love you, and my doors will always be opened for you.

I've never ever regretted loving you and everything I do is always for you.. you always come first in my heart.

P.S. theres still alot alot alot of things I want to show/tell you, but you already deem it past and you don't want to see me ever again. Sigh :(

I've done it, I've tried, but you're blinded by anger and hatred.
You never calm yourself down and look at things in a simpler form.
I never calm myself and keep being so rash and impatient.

Guess we're both never meant to be. If you're together with that person right now, I wish you 2 all the best. It's kinda demoralizing to know, my first got stolen by my previously best friend, and now my second, got stolen by a female? Totally wtf, but if that makes your life feels better, and if you ever read this..

I was like this, from the start, I go the extra mile, and I go to the extreme to always do things for you. But when you went to the extreme to break up with me when I'm alone at Canada, I can only try back the same way, to come back and mend this thing, but at first there was no logical reason, just a love faded and you want to be single and not controlled.

As I said, if it's true you're with another girl right now. I hope you made the right decision and have a great life ahead.

To : The girl whom I put my entire effort into doting and planning for both of our future, and failed because of a reason, only she knows, and I never ever, get enlighten.