What if...

Recently, I've been thinking bout lotsa stuffs.
Like my regrets in life..
Heartaches that come and go all the time..

I'm not getting emo. Just having too much free time to think.. thus .. alright, maybe I'm just getting abit emo.

I had done something HEROIC, before. Letting it goes seems so good. But everytime some stuffs remind me of it. The "wanting" feeling comes back altogether.
Now, that feeling's not good :\

Ok, 4 sentences is enough. I shall stop thinking for awhile, hop on to gaming mode and off to sea training in an hour's time.

Wtb less imaginations.

Second post of august ... [ hmmm that explains how busy a person I am ]
Eye bags and signs of "tiredyetstillwannagoandplay". [ Trainings and WoW-ing and.. lalala ]

Poofed, its ard 1230am now.
I'm tired tired dread tired.

Trainings had never been easy.
Got forced into 21km standard chartered marathon. [ Seriously, I might give up halfway lol >< ]
Competition's nearing.
Exams' in 2 weeks!
Tests' are all smooth sailing for me

Many things happened in dragonboat training.
Lemme make it short.
A guy, whom we ostracize, complained and we promised that we wont PANGSEH him and accomodate him. It was like, finally a problem solved. Then that fucker have to pull one stunt on the first girls' sea training. He actually snap one of the girl while she was bathing. How? I don't know but srsly, that was one of the dumbest thing to do. The girl's ugly, no figure, basically all the bad stuffs point at her.
I know its mean to say that but, ya, I'm mean ;P
That guy is seriously, a fat bum that goes emo once u scold him like.. 3 words.
For example:
What you want!! <--Thats the nicest thing we say to him when he piss us off.
What lah, CB! <-- censored cause its vuglar. You know I know can already.
Fuck you lah! <-- Ok this is the ultimatum. But how can u react when he shows that arrogant attitude and thinks hes like captain when hes nothing

I'm not making a fuss here, well I'm kind of. But!!!! sigh. Why are there pple who're so stupid :/
WTB brains for the needy man!!

Besides all of these, life had never been better.
I'm off to al ameen. Makan sutra!
Later ;)

I NEED SLIPPERS. Anyone interested to go shop with me for it heh!
Appreciated if you ask ;P

Life's never bad these days.

Why?
1stly - Caught simpsons with clique and laughed like some DFs
Loved the phrase : deploy 10000 tough man and another 10000 soft man to make the tough man look tough. ROFL.
Theres this teenage/male - he was laughing with hanyupingying di yi sheng [ aka . first pronouciation ] - hohoho. LMAO~ thats how he laugh OMG..

2ndly - Dragonboat bastards are gg for 10km standard chartered marathon. Now its time to feel the strain/pain, alternate days jogging resumes. Weight training had never been more fun. Adding on the weights every training ;D
Regatta race is closing in day by day. deadline for 15-20pullups is mid august.

One phrase : ai pia ah jia ae ya! [ gotta strive/workhard then you'll win ]

3rdly - Tests are going smoothly, study wise I've already scored the marks i desired for 2 modules. 2 more to go, work hard andy!

Lastly!! - Clique have some really funny attitude that when you're in range of their aura, you laugh almost automatically. Even on msn, you can laugh till you cry. Msn/Microphone talks/Drawings/ - they sing and bullshit. FTW lol!

Tbh, im kinda high right now. Think i'll go stuff my thoughts with some stuffs.
Oh ya! Singfest, here i come!! WOOTS~

Been superduperveryverylong since I last come into blogger man~

Dragonboat competition is over, NOT~
We're gg training for River Regatta, some international race I believe. THE SAD THING IS... training starts tmr. Sigh, my body's rusty alr after the 1 week break.

Been doing nothing much but staying at home and slacking after the race.
Define slacking? see the picture?

Yes, if you took more than 5 seconds to think whats that, thats World Of Warcraft. My commitment heh ;P.
Thats my character alright, cool cow yea? hehe. [ I spend more than a day playing this game, everyday, but please, thats not call no life, its a gamer's life ffs ;D ]

NEXT~
[this i gotta blog about]
Few days ago, me jo rod nick went to eat zhi cha..
Haste-walk there and knocked onto some furnitures and met joel. Lol, why the fuck is he hugging his stuffs and walking nimble-footedly. [k no link, next~]

Then met up with em and we started eating.
"Thirst" came and I order from a auntie.. it goes..
Andy : Wo yao ju hua. [chrysanthemum]
Andy : Err, bu yao, auntie, gae wo F&N grape.[give me F&N grape]
Auntie : murmurs~
Auntie walks away..
Auntie turns back...
Auntie : Xiao di, wo men mei you mai F&N ju hua.[we dont sell f&n grape]

ROFL~ I don't know why we're laughing but, the aura we gave each other, the looks, hahaha! That feeling's just unbearable, you have to laugh.
Nick also damn busted, the auntie delivered the drinks and he purposely ask the auntie for F&N ju hua.. then want to laugh dont want to laugh LOLOL!

Rodney had currycumkopiOpeng. 2 teaspoons of that into his drink heh~!
Jo invented his new song from Plain White Tee's - Hey layla LMFAO~! [ correction, Hey there, Delilah. ]
Nick, as usual.. no further comments though, later he say i che taiji HAHAHA.

Anyways, i love the curry fish head to a large extent. Don't know why heh, but its real nice, clear the food with 3 plates of rice.

Hmm, thats bout it, Harry potter this weekend at our clique's beloved cinema... its near bukit batok. You know it, don't guess.

Zoning in to bed, training tmr.
Will try to add an entry every week, later guys~

A path filled with traps and obstacles for me to overcome and endure~

Holla dudes/babes~
Its handydandyandy AGAIN~

Been long since I last logged into blogger, finally I have this bit of free time to do some blogging.
Life's been good and not good.

Good cause .. Before i tell you bout it ,lemme share some past experience with you.

I was a skinny fair boy, until I was thrown into primary sch, when i started to dye my skin brown.
I remember, i patronised the same store for 5 years, the maggie mee stall HAHA~
Never ever got sick of mee with 3 pieces of fillet and sweet sauce all over e noodle, dry cooked.
[Extras : I got so familiar with e aunties that i often run in from the backdoor to buy food, aka cut queue hehe!
Oh ya, i miss buying yakult and getting the toy, remember the magnets/parachute soldier and some sticky toy hahaha!!]
Changed to the mix veggie rice stall during primary 6, sure took long enough for me to change my taste.

Kk, to the main point. I started to expand in size during primary 3. Got thrown into TAF club when miss lye pinched my belly to feel whether if I had fats or muscles hidden within.

Fast forward ...

Till sec 4, when i was annouced that im free to go, outta TAF. Never had real strong muscles, still was fat but not overweight. Then I started slimming down, as miraculous as how cenosis/slimming sanctuary/jeanyip/expression works.

Everyone say that I slim down alot, but WHAT THE F...
I still could not even pull a single pull up and its really disgraceful.
Joined CCAs aka -> dragonboat/Competitive swimming and still.. after a year of training, i still cant pull my first pullup. [ I love water/seasports, friggggging awesome and cool they are ]

I felt like a useless bum you know.. a worthless mofo.
Pple would be like asking, huh you dragonboat ah?! Can pull how many pullups?
Andy : err, i just join fun fun nia, i also grad from taf not long ago, still 0 lor.
ITS SO HARD, for me to say it.

But, I reap what I sow, I motivate myself with .. , I force myself, over exert and push so hard till giddy and have muscle fatigue comes along every training..[does it sound sick?]
Finally, 2 weeks ago, on a friday, I did my first pull up, HOLY~ WAS ESCTATIC, even if its just ONE. Dasical andy, I just try to do pull up whenever a bar is seen.

Last mon, I did 3, last wed/fri, i did 3-5.
Today, I did 7 straight. The feeling is just totally awesome man! HEHE, im really really really happy.
Well, the june race is coming, exactly 8 weeks im left with. I'm so gonna prove myself worthy of being a ITE dragonboater, even though my grp are the first batch of college west DB team.

Watch out pple out there, we're so gonna defeat you handsdown. ;D

OK, off to bed. Limit reached. Nights~

[Complains]
Trainings are so gonna be 5 per week, and 4-6 hours per training. So gonna die~
Everyone gets to rest after the race and training will be less tough for em..

Whereas for me..

I'll have to take part in the ITE swimming meet and then some august DB race while coping with my special project.. and project's everyday till 7pm. [HOW TO PLAY MY World Of Warcraft liddat!!]
Special project = Teacher's project that helps u to score well, gain an award, learn something deeper and more profound. In short, you get to gain lotsa positive stuffs.

I'm sucha busy man~ sigh, with many problems.

Have a good one guys :D

Its pulau ubin!! - [happy birthday joy/hongfang, may you 2 grow up ;P]

I'm real tired right now but today's a day I wanna blog bout ;D

Late morning to start with.. met up with friends and stuff down a fillet-o-fish - that started my "engine" to play heh~

[Bullshit man! I ate the burger in 4 mouths cause I misinterpret that they're rushing to get there to cycle?]

We took off to ubin at 2 when we wanted to meet at 12 and go.

Thats a picture of the awesome sea..
and it's breeze. [ I just love the feeling of the wind,really! ]

There are some of the people in that..

ferry?

boat?

sampan?

Whatever kinda name you wanna give that cruise we board.

It was a great feeling to be on the sea ;)

There we have sir rodney posing and showing magic fingers~ @@!
[Couldve gotten a better pose if he were to follow my instructions.. damn! Zhong song huey~] LAWL~

There we are, ubin..
Now now, lemme describe bout this place..
Its infested with flies [ but it doesnt seems dirty ]

Laksa pools can be found [ disgusting yet thrilling ]
Bikes at 3 dollars per hour [ now thats cheap ]
All drinks cost 1 buck [ holy cow, thrashes 7-11/cheers/kopitiams ]

Alright to the main section, the stunt mans section.

Today accidents happened..
Joy - Got her feet stucked in the mud with her slippers when we're nearing the end of the cycling.
Joseph [ not counted an accident ] - had to force out all his cow

strength to bring samantha ard pulau ubin with 2 seater bike HAHA~ :P.
Rodney - miraclously, nothing happened.
Nicholas - fell down twice and..

Me - and.. nicholas caused me to fall !@#$%^&*

I warned him already, telling him to break early when he must.

He could even bring out both legs, away from the paddle and start riding like some clown when we're going at quick a fast speed.

Damn! I flew when the brakes were hit, lucky its just minor injuries, some cuts and stuffs.

Yongxian - He got many many injuries man, fell down during one of the steepest slope we went, and have cuts/bruises all over and his cramps are acting up again. Don't know whats wrong either.

Oh ya! I love the punching bag ;D

Then we went to eat lotsa great food at changi village.

I miss the stingray, totally awesome.
and the chicken chop too!!

Yongxian's leg cramps acted up when we're bout to leave and rodney the medic tried to cure it. Holy, i think he did it ;P

Hehe. then we left changi vile and headed home in cab.

ZZZZ.. it cost me 16 bucks when there're 3 pple in my cab. Ah, forget it.. its over.

Time to sleep man, nights jackasses~

BLOGGER IS SUCH AN ASS...

Damn blogger, i posted 3 posts and none of them came out, @#$%^&*..
I'm so not gonna blog bout those days anymore!!! ARGH~

Hmm, I have to go in an hour or so, so i'll just make this fast.

Yesterday, Sunday, I went out to eat, as a family. Haven't ate with dad for a really really really... long time.
Even if i get to see him, he would've been sleeping whenever i got home. I saw one of his teeth turned black yesterday. I thought, omg, tooth decay??
But it ain't. Is cause of smoking. Fuck this cigarettes thingy sometimes, I hate it, but i can't stop it.. i really wish that sometimes, i can just break off the ties by doing the first blow on friends/family members, hoping that they would "wake up" from it.. then gradually let time heal.
Sigh, but the guts aint there? [ that the right way to phrase it? ]

I don't know.

I see pictures of friends whom I thought are gonna be my best friend, besides clique, they're smiling in their pictures, they're real happy.
There's this particular incident, "A" told me to wait for her, thats like ages ago, and now shes like, don't talk bad bout my boyfriend alright. She was my real good friend, [ not saying im a real good friend to everyone though ].. she could now go, you're once my good friend you know. There the keyword's "once". I'm so pissed with the whole thing that I have to blog it out here to release that helium inside of me.
I helped to save that relationship of hers, twice..

So should i get the trophy with words inscripted ' superhero andy saves the day '..
Then that made me anti her bf, and to not make anything worst, somehow, i abandoned her..
So the cool award should be given to me?..

Did I do the right thing?

I REALLY DON'T KNOW.

Sigh, I need to sweat it out at training, I'm gone man.
Have a good one~

[the sighs]
Dad looks really cheerful, hes really a steady person, I shouldnt have just be angry with him for years just because of his stubborn attitude, like mine.
Like father like son, I strongly believe this phrase now..
Now that his body's gonna fail him, i think i have to work hard and take over him asap, no more time to waste.. can't fool ard anymore.

For him and my future, I'm pushing myself man..

ITS ITS ITS..
TOSA TOSA .. SAND-TOSA~~

Met at westmall for early breakfast, and OMG! They're all like 5-10mins late, for the firsttime HAHA! Gobble up breakfast, we headed to the bus interchange and started debating/quarrelling/arguing whether to take bus 188/61/963/mrt..it took them damn long before bus 61 came and the final judgement arrived. Some retards say why go sentosa tann, bukit batok swimming complex so near only. Lazy bummers HAHA
Been years since I last went to sentosa man!

Great beach..
Scorching sun..
White sand..

Wait a minute, its getting boring!! ;P
Yea, we settled down, scope for AHEMs, apply "bananaboat oil"

and off we go to play!!
[OK I DO LOOK ABIT STUPID HERE] its for you to comment though HAHAHA
We played Volleyball, was quite noobish at it but hey, its fun fun and fun man~
Then we got kinda tired and to tann!
ALL of us got sunburn, well, think I can call today's tanning a
success uh? :D



We then played football and rugby, hella fun I tell you, especially rugby, though it ain't some rugby with official rules, heh!!

[Damn, accidentally deleted a group photo, but nvm, I wanna crash soon, no more editing!!]
Had dinner at coffeeshop after departing sentosa at ard 530pm.
Then Beany's holiday was screened as we entered the theatre at vivo. Stated 640 starts movie and we had free adverts for 20mins! [ Oh ya, I met ma bitch, that stupid girl :) ]
[great temperature at vivo's theatre! unlike westmalls, makes me shiver so much while catching e show]
Yea, its a cool movie man. Rowan still preserves his beany character and its a good movie I say. Like after so long, Mr bean's still a comedy man in everyone's eyes and yea .. still a funny guy :)
Few left us and the rest, including me went for zhichar! Woo, *nick - am I really a food machine? :P* I ate curry fishyhead,black pepper deer meat, egg and kang kong kang kong~~
2 plates of rice cleared, whoosh, IM SATISFIED :D


Bahh, I'm turning in now!! Tmr still got training, poof, I just love my life right now!

P.s. Lim, you better do what you promised me :)
P.s.s. ROD!! MONORAIL MOVES ON ROAD, LAWL~~ and bullet train, FWEEL~ HAHAHA!



[Extras]
HAHA DAMN LOSERS tried to ask a girl for number and got rejected so badly HAHA!
But I wonder why everyone keeps looking at that girl.. at the bitch. Don't seem to find her hot/pretty in anyways, maybe I'm a freak :P
THE GIRL SELLING BEN&JERRY's HAWT~ right nicky? ;)

NIGHTS ALL~

HOWDY MATES~!

Woah, its been ages since I last step into the blogging world, seems so..
same same but different, get it? :X

Haha, finally its the hols and palapapapa, I'm loving it. Training's are back, meeting up with friends and sport AND *catches breath* accidentally injure myself, the heel, again~ DAMMIT!

On the day my exams ended, we went to rodney's house to repair his sofa? Damn good carpenters we're HOHO and the sofa was 8cm lower after repair HAHAHA!!
INTRODUCING :
THE CRAZY STRAWBERRY IDIOT ROFL!
Joseph had his emotions controlled real real well..
until he chance upon one of rod's cumbuddy LOL!
He took it and start saying :
Hello, kenneth hello, nicholas hello, guohao hello HAHAHAHA
He must be deprived from his childhood entertainment..
resulted..

There get it?
The second picture, click on it and you'll see how much fun hes having with strawberry hahahah!!

They said kenneth look like some emperor in this second picture.. hmmm, so I conclude that nicholas's the king's visitor and..
They got a local clown aka joseph to entertain em HAHAHA
*joseph peace ah, you my right arm I your left arm LOL*

We went to play bball and one of the days.. something happened..
2 guys were playing 1 on 1.
they were having fun playing cheat..
like pushing each other and having fun when..
this stupid fella got knee-ed at his private part LOL!
FREAKING HILARIOUS I TELL YOU!
Rod : Wah very pain, really very pain.
THEN!! He made a sudden move/jerk in that position, like a fish on land struggling for survival. HAHAHAHA, sad boy rod!
Then we went off to buy bubble tea, and that cheapo kopitiam conned me, 4/5 cup of greenapplemilkteam, 2 mouths full and its finished, $1.20!
Rod bought bubble tea, flavour : medicated oil milk tea. Totally smell like it, one mouth and abandoned by its owner. haha sad for "him".

After dragonboat, I went to jog again, its a must!
Healthy healthy! If you wanna come jog with me, give me a tag or mail or whatever that is to contact me :D

Hehe, thats me with SUPERNATURAL eyes..
Thats my Red Braces, damn they hurt real bad, uclers everywhere now..
Porridge porridge and no burgers :(
P.s. How do I look with short hair?
P.s.s. This post is for that "illegal ahem" and yea, finally i update SO DONT SAY ITS A DEAD BLOG SLUTS!

GOOD DAY MATES~

I VAGUELY REMEMBER..


While was doing my usual 8pm jog just now, I ran pass my primary school several times.
Its the wonderful Pei Hwa Presbyterian Primary School [Phpps] located at bukitimah, opposite the famous "market" that sells awesome food :D. Memories that comes in different categories flash through my mind. Slowly, memories since nursery all came back...


Remember the firsttime I was thrown into Sherwood kindergarden, damn I cried so hard cause it will be the firsttime I'm going on a 8hours vacation in a different "planet" with aliens. Darn, they sure look different from me, some with big eyes small mouth, some had glasses pasted on their eyeballs @@ and others paint their skin another colour. Giants aka teachers came and smile at every of us, they took my shoes away and brought me closer to the "aliens". Everyone sat down on the chair, some started talking when the giants held their hands together and instructed em to say hello to each other. Such an introvert I am, place my head on the table and thought about why did mama abandon me, was still crying, haha.


Time passed, AH I CLEARLY REMEMBER, BREAKFAST WAS PANCAKE!! WOOO~~
I still miss it till now, their pancake's superb!!!!


Cards with pictures were shown, not poker cards! [ah pek ah pek!]
Those that go, A for Apple and stuffs. Then we're given a tool to sharpen our skills by writing those out-of-the-world symbols. Never thought it would be so tough and we had to write it more than once. Reading aloud was needed too, remember that teacher always compliment that I read out loud unlike the rest and I will he gloating over that flattery as I go back to my seat HAHA. Hours passed, we slept like logs and soon it was cartoon time. Hehe, its some dinosaur cartoon, forgot the title though and those cartoons that everyone watched before! Beauty and the beast, Lion king, Little mermaid, yea all these.. memories memories :D

Then the gates to heaven were open, outside stood familiar faces, they were my mom and maid. Finally.. It feels like I was in another dimension lah! Haha, have I ever mentioned to you people? When I was young, I always thought that bukit timah = singapore. Other places like batok and such ain't located in singapore HAHA! What kinda brain do I have? [Definitely not buttbrain ;D]


Hmmm..
I even learnt to eat flies at kindergarden hehe!!
Some guy, forgot his name, he just ate it and I asked him whether if it tastes good??
He said its crispy and tasteless HAHAA.!!
Thus curious me search for a fly, [ fly = ants with wings ] and ate it, I couldn't even chew it lah CRAP~~!!


Wooo.. Fast Forward~~
What do I still remember about kindergarden*thinks*
I love to draw rockets!
I collect pictures of cars from newspaper and paste em in a sketch book! Think its somewhere ard the house hmm..
And stamps! [ Don't ask me why, I wonder why too ]
YEA~ I love the marine playground and the extinct sand playground..
Then slowly, I hit K2 and got fired, thanks to my skill in writing. The teacher said I write things very slowly and was transferred to PAP, wth lor~ but its funny though HAHA!
Though I only found out the reason why I got transferred some years ago, but I didn't regret the time I had at PAP. I knew rich kids, really rich ones with a fish pond in the living room with a genuine tiger skin beside the tv, 3 storey spiral staircase with 4 parrots 2 hens, a big balcony with swimming pool and 3 damn large dogs. His drawings were damn nice too, power ranger though[he gave me a piece of his drawings..and i lost it :P! It may sound kiddy right now, but aye, power ranger was the craze lasttime lor. Every saturday 10pm I think.. then came digimon and pokemon HAHA~
~and many other friends that yea.. are still friends even till now :)
Sega was also the craze!! Especially Aladdin/sonic/lionking, if you never play before, wah you must be damn outdated during that era HAHA

Until here, me am happy cause I still remember names and faces and are friends with some of the people I knew since nursery. Some live in my neighbourhood, still am able to meet em once in awhile and the rest are scattered ard Singapore/World.. I do wanna know how they are right now as its good to have another friend yea? but hey, no time to fret over this, fate will decide it! "Theres a reason to everything we do and people we meet yup?"


Abandoned piano lessons at K2. Found it real boring as my passion was.. gaming :P
Kinda regret it right now but nvm, I have one at home, can learn anytime hehe!


Art attracted me at that point of time, loved painting alot!!
I still have a workpiece at home, some painting I did on a stone ;D
then it was primary school era. Hmmm, and its sleeping time for me too. I'm tired.
Guess I'll continue another day! :)


Btw, I hated my bro always, ever since he was born, he breaks my toys, lego sets that took me days to complete and he crushed it in one second, pull out wheels from my hotwheels cars and always I'm in wrong when I scold him. Yep, he doesn't knows anything, thats what mama says. Then he continues giving me trouble, ruin my "trophies".
But right now, guess I'll have to give in to him and instead of scolding, guess I'll just knock some sense into him. Just hate some people when they still wanna protect their pride/name/whatever nonsense when they're in wrong and laugh about it like nothing happened. Such are categorize under suckers, may they fall into the drain-break a toe, get bang by a lorry-become handicap or just hang emself and die-best and only solution!


Nights :D

Happy new year, pull your ear! *ouch~*

Hey hey hey, its chinese new year again!
For short people, I wish you kuai gao zhang da! :X
Haha joking..
I wish everyone out there chong ming ling li, shen ti jian kang, and er... kuai gao zhang da.. AGAIN LALALA~~

Right right, serious already!
Hmmm, had a great cny this year. The every year routine, aka having reunion dinner at grandma's house still remain!
Supposedly ah gong already gg senile and wheelchairbound..
But after hiring a maid with miraculous massage abilities [for legs].. my ah gong could walk again, slowly, unstable but yes he can walk. Damn, I love ah ma's soup man, every year also have to drink one lor!! Awesome!

Then as usual, its temples temples and temples..
and a dinner at some restaurant which is a must every year.

After dinner, changed, went to meet dudes and off we went to sengkang .. to gamble?! hmmm..
Kay, we went to play, sounds nicer yea?

Oh ya, we went to mengrong's house to play and his house is damn..
cool la~ his house really stylo milo.

Yep, then we went started playing..

Started off with blackjack and it got boring after awhile..

Some punks felt hungry and order mac.
Oh ya! I've to whine about it!!
I really really can't eat macs at all in the evening or at night man!
Result would be a mutated andy.

I tend to get saggy skin? maybe
Pimples outta nowhere. CONFIRM~~
Stomachache and diahoreaa. ALSO CONFIRM~
headaches ~ occasionally.

And it sucks lah! the feeling..
but back to the fun part when we started the game " in-between"
I'll tell you the rules if you ask me :D
Holy man, the stakes are small, but as the money accumulates, one can win big, and suffer a greater loss.
Joseph was leading at first but just because of one wrong move, he got K.O. real badly HAHA~
In the end, I won 18bucks with stakes of 10 cents 20cents LAWL~~
That game was really thrilling..

AND AND~
I won quite an amount while gambling with the people at my mum's side.
Holy, their stakes' real big. Wanted to back out but nah, I CAN TAKE IT MAN!
*Didn't know those uncles/aunties whom seems so strict can be so fun to be with,haha*

And yea, watched a movie and am gg bed right now.

Happy new year again dudes/babes/hunks/whatever.. out there :D

ITS VALENTINES~ get a date dudes ;D


I'm half away from a 100 posts!
next~


Today's a fine day, till I started over exerting myself at gym training and got myself real dizzy and vomit all out my lunch. It was a real bad feeling I must say..
My legs went wobbly and I sat at one corner and dozed off LOL~


But it was damn uncomfortable.. then the teacher shouted at me thus.. I revived like a newly rebirth phoenix and went back to gym work. It was tough alright, after weeks of slacking.. but its kinda cool to get sweat it all out!


Went home, ate some left overs that mum and bro couldn't finish.. [thanks to my dead cellphone..] I din't get a proper meal whole day :\


Oh wells, but its all good, the leftovers' nice.. after revealing my magnificent skills on the magic box!! The microwave! :P heehee~!


Right now its 12.53am, today's Valentine..
Though andy had already given up thoughts on love and relationship stuffs, theres still this feeling that tells me he yearns for a relationship.. with that particular person, that special someone..
Suddenly, its like I feel damn hollow. Not that I'm hungry even if eat alot.. but its just like.. void, empty empty.. get it?!
Its kinda hard to shake this feeling off me *shrugs*..


Inorder to extricate these messy thoughts..
1) hey dudes, go buy cny clothes leh! shopshop!
2) to meet up with that special someone which's arranged by fate and destiny?
3) eat sleep eat sleep and repeat it and so on ;D


EXTRAS~
Sigh, its sad.. cause I have to paint the house, clean the fans, change the bulbs, wash the fish tank [cause my dad super busy with work].. and throw away my hotwheels set~! Its dusty, broken, and I believe it wants to be recycled in a way.. but sigh, that's my favourite birthday present.. till now.. [was my primary 3's birthday present, and I never ever recieved a birthday gift anymore,neither do I celebrate.. since my grandma passed away ard my 9th birthday, aka primary 4]. Every year birthday's like having a last minute meal with family[excluding dad, whom doesn't celebrates birthday with me since primary 4 too..] and going home alone, thinking about the new reponsibilites and burden that one have to face/endure.. reflecting on what should I do in the near future. Sadly, am not doing well with life but HEY! I look on the bright side always.. thinking negatively or getting emo's not the resolution! Afterall, standing up after a fall, walk on towards life following up with a smile ain't that hard yea? ;)


Its just that .. its empty inside you know?!


BAHH~~ quit thinking andy..

FOOD WILL DO THE JOB!

Happy valentines everyone~ nights!

Last year, when i took back my results..
I was freaking disappointed..

Today i took back my results..
and i aint gonna beat around the bush with it..
the feeling was ..


being shot by machines gun unknowingly..


pushed down from the plane without a parachute..

SIGH..

It burned my heart..
and theres nothing I can do about it..
cant help.. the conclusion's..

SIGH..

ITS NOT RIGHT..
I tried to find the reason why..
I feel like giving up..
but I don't wanna leave it behind..


Anyways, after 10mins of reflecting..
guess this is the success path I'm going to take..
I'm not going to falter man!!!

I'm..

feeling lethargic from my trainings..


sick due to long hours of staying awake..


busy with friends and..


sad to not cope some of them well.....




just stressed out right now.. boo~~

GIVE ME A BREAK ' WILL YA?!

HOW A SHIT TRANSFORM INTO A PRETTY SHIT..


If you guys ever wonder who this "shit" is..
Well..
Its the one and only..
girl whom help me with blogger and thus..
I'm gonna post about her today ;DD


See this?!
Yes, if you're ever wondering..
whose ellis -"les baby"<-- [she help me update my profile @#$%^&* one] <-- yes thats her..
HAHA and I purposely took the ugliest..
Gold-fish like
Photo HERE TEEHEE..
AHH she was such an UGLY before AHAHAH :XXX

BUT....

Look at how much she transform..
that highlights my post's title today..


Ellis, now I'm really confident..
That guys will start liking you..
If it was lasttime,
Guess you will scare all the guys away AHAHA :X
So, congrats..
on your evolution
From shit..
To pretty shit ;D

Well done ellis, I'm proud of you m(_ _)m! Tralalalassss~~
p.s. 10 years down the road, if you were to come back to this post..
I bet you will be Laughing your ass off HAHA!

This picture's to all yusoffians that graduated already..
AHAHAHA holy, remember the times when we go into the G.O.
and see that picture.. with Mrs.Lim and another guy shaking hands..
With her overwhelming lipstick all over her mouth..
and that greedy freak [ mrs.lim ]..
always telling us to donate money for some unneccessary things
then buy some dress that reveals so much of her flesh..
with the meat bulging out
and still..
shes smiling so hard..
cause only she thinks shes beautiful that night. HAHAHAHA..

Woots.. Thanks to ellis to take this photo, ignoring the guy beside her :P



Time to go!


Btw,
Photo sponsored by : Ellis *** ** **

Hehe Good Day~!

Its been a long time since the scattered pieces were fixed together...once again...

Peasant : Ready to work, sir. >:)

We met up, after weeks of individuals busy with their own stuffs..

Haha it was still fun even though we just went for a meal..

I really missed the time everyone was like cocking 24/7.

Well, believe when its hols, we'll meet up and have fun like school days .. again!!

Introducing...

Joseph Oh Zhi jie! or ahbeng :X
The champion for the first year " joke of the year " contest!

With his " You wear my shoe lah! " LOL!
Joseph's a hottie that girls will swarm around him

and due to his charm..

Haha girls will smile/say hi/giggle when they walk pass him..

Ahhh..

HANDSOME SIAK!!

Guess he will win the second " joke of the year " medal with his new phrase LOL.. we'll see..

NEXT!! we have..

Nicholas Gwee Phai Kiat!

Aka the Godexterminatorcumpeacebringer [ WOAH! ]

HAHAHA!!!
Hes also a good singer .. really! :) Pro Vocalist SIAK!!
A guy whoms UNREASONABLE to me..
Can't beat him in arguing..
And his thrash talk, talk cock, @#$%^&* .. tok you flat flat! LOL.
Nick's also a pro gamer, you might want to challenge him in games..

But never try to talk reason with him, you never win .. and when he counterattacks .. seeya at 18th hell ;D


Following up!! ..
Its Rodney Tan Chiah Chek!
You can call him DareDevil too ;)

Hes the Mr. Outgoing..

The unexpected

and

Friendlyboy@hotmail.com :)

I dare to say, without rodney, the clique won't be as fun as it is. The firecrackers, the blasting of music at his house. The wiping mud on pple's windscreen cause accidentally step on mud.. ahahaa! and many more.. [ask me :)]

I choose you! ..
Gabriel Chan Han Rong!!

A really funny guy..brightens your day with him!

With comments that can make you laugh and jump till seventh heaven..

and hmm..

a steady person. Well, haven't seen him for a long time, guess hes busy with work..and stuffs..

Oh well, Mr. Fit-zai, do mix with us soon yea?! :)

Coming up!!..

Its Liu Mingshen!

Hes our clique's artist?!
His drawings and graffitti

are WOAH man!
Well, talented in drawing and spraying.

You could ask him to design some stuffs for you..
Believe you won't be disappointed haha!
Hes too another busy fella.

Well, lets meet up sometime during the hols!

Okay?! :D

AND!!..

Kenneth Lim Wei Rong!

well, what can I say about him?!

Hes Mr.anything.

and its true.. cause whenever you ask him something, he would reply you..

suibian lor, anything one.

A best friend to go out with.. seriously!! Breakfastlunchteabreakdinnersupper.. all ALSO CAN HAHA

Right..Mr. 46.. i mean.. 300 +++ ?! hahaha!

Then!!..
Its Lai Yong Xian!

Ahaha! Another guy whoms steady bom pee pee.

Bets soccer like free one. $$ alot only..

Oh ya! Hes also a clean person..

and get cramps very easily.. :X

Oh ya.. and the songs he listens are awesome ;D

Remember lasttime quarrel with him then never talk le..

At least now we're getting on better terms.. ahh.. feels like YAY!

TEEHEEHEE!!..

Last but not least..

Its Tham Zhihao..

aka Humcheehao/bullshitking..

With a record of say 10 things.. 11 things are fake..

The king of k@walx tYpii\lgx

Hor s-iiFux?! ^^

Dota JIN KIANG..

And not leaving out..

His FOREVER-BEING-HIMSELF attitude. The king of being late?! haha. You got the title "KING" for 3 aspects!

Kans! I don't even have one LOL!

NOT FORGETTING..

Joy Ng Xue Qi!

A very kiang girl.. whoms top student..

AND!!

[zh's dog :X]

HAHA

The more you don't want me to put you in this blog..

the more I will :P

Hehe, Joy 's believe to be a more ..

closer girl to our clique? guess so..

Well, shes a happy girl, always..

Hmm, had never seen her sad before.. so..

yea! shes just happy happy and happy :) stay happy? HAHA

Well, I hope that during the hols, everyone would take out some time and lets have an outing every week or something?? XD

All these friend really make up a big part of my life.

Without em, I think I wouldn't be what I am today?! Haha, and am proud to have them as my friends.

Die die also will cherish em alot HEHE!

Finally finish blogging.. PHEW~~~~~

Peasant : Jobs done ;D!

Howdy ;) again..

Finally, one week plus plus more and its freedom.
Freedom as in this month would be over alr, its a damn busycumtiring month.
Had my swimming competiton 2 days ago.

There were great swimmers from SIM,SMU,NP,RP,TP,NYP,SP...
not forgetting ITE , aka me :X

Haha. Well, according to my previous trainings and stuffs, I mean, the 9/10 trainings I didn't go, its believed that I would be last in any of the race.
So, I aim second position.. from the last ;P
HAHA DARNN.. actually lose to this person by 0.00.17s.
Cock man, if only I could do the turn and not touch and go method..
I wouldn't have pulled a muscle and be the second last.. AND IM PROUD TO BE SECOND LAST LOR~~~

Then went home, relaxed for an hour or 2 and out i go again..
This time we went some chalet at sembawang..
Hmm, the place's kinda eerie and looks like some abandoned mansion.
Didn't do much there, was just chatting, yakking, blabbering .. and ya..talking.

Then the dudes went to play mahjong.. from 10pm-6,7am. I was a newbie so.. HAHA my friend had to teach me..

Ok lah, it was quite boring and due to the competition earlier on, Im already half dead..
Slept, wake up everytime a new round starts [ The shuffling of the tiles was #$%@#$#@%^ ]

HAHAA finally it was like ard 7am when they decided to sleep.
LOL 3 person were snatching chairs, there were only 8 chairs in that mahjong room we rented.
So kenneth took 3, yongxian took 3 and shawn.. the fatboy only have 2. HAHA!!
He was like sleeping and sitting yet lying down. LOL.. Should have took photos!! DARN!

While me and zw, we slept on that carpet.. thats believed that it haven't been vaccuumed for 23523523534 years already. But oh wells, go home wash hair/body all over 3 times lor, right shawn? ;) haha

We took a cab down to sembawang mrt station and had breakfast at sun plaza's mac..
HAHA...
Shawn told me to take butter for him..
so I went to take.. and came back and sat down.. at another family's table LOL!
HOLY SHIT.. I was like "EH?! why everyone looks so different" and right infront .. [my table].. they were like stunned.

And shawn just kept laughing when I came back to my table.
Paiseh sia.. but really, I wasn't awake at all..

Went home, slept from 1-8.. had dinner.. and slept from 10-1230. Now I can't sleep :/
Tmr still got test. Sighh.. im signing off and gg study..

OH YA!! I LOST MY TOUCH OF PLAYING DOTA. I TELL YOU, IM DAMN SHOCKED AND TOTALLY ASFASDASGASFDASEWTREDSVSD!!!!!
ITS LIKE A NATIONAL SWIMMER LOSING HIS ABILITY TO SWIM..
except..
NOW ITS A NATIONAL DOTA PLAYER LOSING HIS ABILITY TO PLAY DOTA. [ AHAHA :X ]
ya but shit man! Gotta retrain then!

For now, mugmug!
Gone~ for a long time again I guess ;)

Weet ooo weets~ hehehehehe..

Guess what?! I picked up Sepak Takraw. WOOOO~~

Its damn fun lah, after my gums heal up..

I'm so ready to gamble my whole person

As in don't care the risks, just do the impossible HEH HEH!!

Wahaha, tmr gg dental again. Holy..

I've been eating meesua, tauhuey, porridge etc etc.. All the stupid soft diet food.

May I be free from that tomorrow.. and..

Chicken baked rice, Pineapple rice and all the deep fried food that I couldn't taste for the past 6 days..

HERE I COME BABY!!

AND AND, FINALLY, I CAN DO SPORTS AGAIN!!! Darn~!! 9 more days and its my IVP swimming championship. Its on the 20th and 27th at republic poly. Come down root for me if you can! Hehe!

[I still hope she will come down even though.. its not the same anymore haha]

Then Dragonboat trainings and my basketballing...

I miss em all man!!

Well, I may just not blog for some time again..

Please bless me to get into poly next year man!

Dinner time, more soft diet food, AGAIN.. Sii@l\ls \/\/o12sX

[Ellis - beg me and zh and we might just teach you to be the ultimate k@\/\/@iisX kii1) iil\l e \/\/o12l1) ;D

till then~

The wind blew me a message~

Before getting to my self-reflection

I want to whine about "it".

My operation was done without making me fall asleep, just numb.

Hows that! 4 @#$% teeth removed at the same time, same area.

Eyes covered, the operation started.

Violent tools were used for the wasting of my gums and extracting of those 4 bastards!

My head was like.. headache? and its throbbing.

Its just not a good feeling.

[To ellis : You lucky they make you sleep before operating]

The numbness wear off after 10mins and..

I SWEAR-ED infront of bro and mum. The pain was excruiating [ spelling correct?! ]

and it last for 3 hours before the pain subsided.

Bleeding still, till now, 327am, already 12 hours and it haven't stopped.

Been spitting,swallowing,mixing food and drinks with blood..

Well, my blood's yummy :X

Anyways! Self-reflection.. AGAIN~~

I sat at a corner and think.. twice? thrice?

I always find it such a waste to give up..

Not even a meteor shower, tsunami, typhoon could make me confirm my final decision

As I read her blog

she pends for the guy's message.

Well, I hope this guy brings her happiness to her life.

It ain't some "WAH, Andy Hero siaa" thingy..

I'm always the one initiating..

and short replies were given

[I admit, without her, I wouldn't come up with so much silly ideas, write such mushy stuffs, plan on how to suprise her, look for flowers that suits her name and laugh at my own creative-ness and thoughts on how to please a person]

But its just that clinging on makes me feel so miserable..

so, I find it no point and my decision is made..

I place this burden down and carry on with my journey.

Maybe someday, I'll come back and find it..

But definitely not anytime soon..

I let it all go~

[Joanna, if you see this,thanks for enlightening me. To you, it may just be some crap advice that you give me. But! To me, they're words of wisdom. Haha, I owe you one ;)]

This time, I do things for myself, for my future..

Whether I can get .... back or not..

I let fate decide.

Previously, I do things, due to movtivation and inspiration that comes from the thought of her whenever I'm stuck.. [ Haha! Shes sucha GREAT IMPACT on me ]

But this time, I'll use my wits and determination to subdue anything that comes in my way.

[My friends : Maybe you guys can just stop bringing up her name, its much appreciated]

Big fat world out there, Here I come!

The nurse at the dental clinic's pretty :X

TEEHEE!

Thoughts..
Its no use getting emo over stuffs, I already have this phrase " Emo is never a solution " in my mind. Its inscripted there and people out there trying to say i'm emo and stuffs, nice try?! You may go on if it makes you happy, Fucktards..

hmm, guess I accidentally blurted it all out..
and things are still going smoothly which seems wrong to me..
Its like theres something I need to do before its too late..
But I don't know what to do..
I can only sit, watch and pend for that thing to happen..
Sixth sense tells me that its not a good thing..
It just doesn't feels right..

Shes like sinking deeper, without anyone noticing except me..
Not that I'm observant but I feel it that way..
Intruding would cause mayhem..
But the more I want to avoid, the more I have the urge to help her..
It doesn't seems that she needs help..
But it feels like shes going to need help soon if she falls deeper into that abyss..
The best way would be she tells me/hints me that she needs someone to be there for her..
I would gladly be the one..
However, everything is fine for now.. I guess..

I'm just THINKING, I'm not getting emo, Fucktards..

Oh ya, I'm gg operation and pluck out 8 teeth tmr, turban, wish me goodluck man. I'll force myself not to sleep when the anasethic[HOW,ever you spell it] is injected..
AND ROD YOU WILL OWE ME 500 BUCKS IF THE FIRST INJECTION DOESN'T MAKES ME FALL!

AND AND..
The month's busy cause..
Dragonboat/swimming training :/
IVP swim champ meet coming.. Its on the 20th and 27th at RP. Come root for me if you have the time! ;D [Appreciated]
Work if the SSA calls me up!!
Prepare for special occasions that're coming up next month!!
Spend more time with usual clique. It's been a year after secondary life and things are going fine. Its going to get better ;D!

Last but not least, try to look out for her..
whenever I have the time..
I am just going that extra mile for her, worth it?! I tell you, its worth it no matter how much effort I put in.
Haha, only she is capable of making me do all these , LOR~~! ;)

For now, Cya!!~

WhineS:
I'm DAMN DAMN HUNGRY NOW LAH!!
HAVEN'T EATEN SINCE 3PM
Till now 3AM THEN BUSY FINISH my stuffs..
Someone pei me go KAP eat LEH~~
SIGHHHHHHHHH~~~