why..
the tinge of irritance, when you answer the call.
why..
that doubt and questions when you hear my questions.
why..
my concerns are nothing but irritance.
why..
you have to always explode so quickly before accessing the situation.

why..

Life's just a spin huh. You never know what's gonna happen after that.

Its always like that isn't it.

you can't find someone to appreciate your whatever you wanna show off.
you will find another to let him/her notice it.
you chance upon a particular person.
you let him/her blend into that interest you have.

Then you piss another one off.

Then things will become so dark.
Lies cover one after another.
Is it wrong to be truthful sometimes.
My whole life I've been entertaining people.
And now i just got fucked entertaining another.

fucking hell, I shall take a day to calm myself I guess.

The asshole has let all his readers, if he ever had any, down.

Just couldn't get into the mood nor have the time to blog even.

Recently life's just.. been abit hectic and I have this ' I wanna laze at home and do nothing ' attitude going around me. I don't know why, maybe its just the end of the year was spoilt due to the holidays secondary school/ITE gave me.

Fishing's been my new hobby nowadays. It gives me a thrill, not a cheap thrill but a thrill thats always carved within me whenever I see the tip of the rod shake or even a big pull. But it dies down if the fish didn't get onto the hook but oh wells, theres always another chance.

Okay if you ever get to see me, please dont complain how disgusting my leg is, nor how ugly the pimple on my nose is. The pimple on my nose happens every end of the year, its like the 3rd time already. Wtf, how I wish it would go away so I can regain the handsome me.

And the disgusting part bout my leg? Its the mosquito bites I got from woodland checkpoint vicinity and Ubin fishing. I have at least.. AT LEAST 40 bites on my legs and hands. Tamade, and brad/mh got nothing. I tanker or what sia LOL.

Life's pretty much the same for me besides the additional hobby.

I am still a coach for my dragonboat team.

I am still working at my base.

I am still stressed bout what I wanna do after 9 months = ORD.

I got my driving licence already :D

I am getting fat because my knee wouldn't heal and theres so many things I can't do just because this fucking knee always start to pass intel to me, telling me its in pain and should stop doing whatever I'm doing.

I miss playing hardcore basketball.

I miss swimming sprinting with freestyle.

I miss jumping around crazily without any fear of my knee giving way.

I miss sprinting and jogging around freely.

Sometimes I wanna live in denial and wish that time will turn and my knee ligaments never tore.

Sigh, theres just so much I still wanna do but this obstacle is blocking my every next move.

Am I just blind not to see another route open for my future.

Or am I just plain suay.

Okay, time for the last part of my blogging session.

Of course I wouldn't forget my girlfriend, my dear, my love.

I still wanna go out with you and watch movie/fly kite/picnic/play basketball/dinner.

But let me get over the laze within me.

I love you my girlfriend :)

p.s. dont hate my hobbies leh >< HAHA *hugs*