Things and actions have been executed, and here are my feelings.
Everytime I ask you if you wanna meet.. But with various forms of concealed sentences, like "oh, I fetch you home want? I am free anyway".
Your instant reply will be " no need lah ".
Well, in all fairness, I believe that you just don't want to mafan me but then again, meet you where got such thing as mafan one.
Things between us?
I feel as though we are surviving on a presence basis and I kinda dislike it even though I really want to see you everyday. Furthermore, this presence dosage keeps increasing as if I'll feel miserable if I don't meet up with you just for one day.
Things still doesn't seem right, or fallen in place for me to execute a next-chapter move.
Why would I say that?
Base on past actions, like I lost my ear piece, you'd get one for me, like its a very strong kinda love.
Or, you'd buy prepaid just to talk to me overseas.
And this is the reason why I am going to say this..
"We're like the fire that's ignited from the same old place, it's easy to light, but our fire is started by the past".
The feeling of wanting to meet each other just doesn't exist, or it does and i can't feel it.
But all in all, the unpredictable future is still unpredictable, you still feel like the right one, and such a feeling, is hard to come by.
Time, stop being a bitch, and let our love withstand anything and everything.
And the irony, I am posting this at her place. Lol.
After today, I'll only see you next Sunday, I hope things will become better.
