Tuesday, January 29, 2008

That 40 year old man's story...

He said, delay obedience is being disobedient.
And he followed up with..

do it straight when your parents tell you so.
If not when they start attacking from the mouth..

One gets so pissed off and either start attacking back or have a negative thinking that..

Their parents never loved em.


But, we must always remember, your parents love 's unconditional. Theres nothing to fulfill in order to attain their care and concern.

Yesterday I went to e old folks home, visited my grandfather. Surviving on milk, not through the mouth, but the nose. Remember me telling you he was a basketballer that bleeds everytime he plays? Now, he can't even move. Whats more saddening is to see his legs, they're like skinwrapped bones, no fats nor muscles. He don't even wanna talk, sleep and opening his eyes looking left and right at the same old stuffs everyday.

My heart really ached when I saw that. But of course I didn't express anything. Really, it sucks to thing of it, but from his eyes, i see that he wants to walk, he only wants to regain mobility and have a body dependant on his own body organs, not some machines.

Fuck this cruel world, return him that freedom man.

My mom called this very morning, and I was damn shocked, I thought he passed away.
Mom said, we must visit ah gong, who knows, he may want to see something, say something, do something to someone, for a reason.
Then he can rest in peace and head to heaven after that.

My mom's dad passed away after i visited him. I was the last person, my guess was he perservered to see me.

Random : My dad and grandpapa loved roast pork, guess thats why I like it too. Haha, at least I remember him, whenever I munch on it.

To the docs, I spit brown phelgm with red stuffs, guessing blood, maybe I'm too heaty. hehe.

Zai jian~

Labels : Illness, death, roastpork?, love, proactive.

Thursday, January 24, 2008

When your work speaks for itself, don't interrupt.

Wisdom is something, you can't attain easily.
Humility is another that keeps your life going.

From here, this short post..

I looked back to my primary school class's names.

They really are stuffs that you need to go on in life.
For me, I was in Peace. Guess thats what I need in my heart and mind for now.

Labels : life learnings.

Monday, January 21, 2008

wisdom, from a man's mouth..

it goes likes this..

When someone offends you, you forgive him.
When that particular someone offends you again, you still forgive him..

but..

you don't trust him much anymore.
This words are familiar to some and yes, it enlightens me to a point.

My uncle always have this phrases in his mind.

Going : Give me a fish, I eat for a day. Teach me to fish, I eat for a lifetime.
Simple meaning, very useful in life.

Anyways, I went to nick's house ytd to watch his gameplay, rated 9.5, anyhow kill pple to stay low profile,95 bucks, spoil at a certain saving point game called.. Assasin Creed.

hilarious shit, great gameplay tho.
Yea, nick was screaming and going beserk with the controller in his hands.
Killing pple who stared at him, pushing ladies to see their panties, killing president wannabes, what you want, you name it LOL!

Had supper, and we talked bout our future.
Ok, this part is serious stuffs. Cause all 3 of em, have a goal in their mind.
Whereas me, I've nothing in mind. Its only fun fun and fun.
I did think bout my future but, what else can I do .. I feel the lack of something, career wise that is.

So, I reached home at 2am, did the necessities and talked to mama bout my future.
From here, I highlight my second title.

A hero..

After hearing my mom's stories bout how my dad started his business.
I really believe that he reaped what he sowed.

No flaunting nor boasting of anything, but my dad really work so hard for the benefits of me and my family, his parents and their life.

For me, I've no direction in life. I like cooking, I like watersports, as long as theres anything thats gotta do with water/sea. It thrills me, really.

Board games wise, im a chinese chess fanatic, not knowing why but im actually quite good at it ;P
Gaming, im just an average player and so on.

So from here, what can I do in the future, I thought about it until today morning when I met up with the rowers for breakfast.

My dad, never had good grades, bought stuffs and prospect/investigate/learn.
From there, with his creativity, he mix and match and made out something out of the world. Ok, exaggerated, but he used his brains and worked out his business. Now, hes successful.

Hes, my hero.
[ I don't know what will happen when I take over his business but soon enough, I'll start learning the ropes and hopefully, no thunderstorms ;) ]

...... so...
I had food that cost me $9.40 and made me feel like puking at JEC.
The food kinda suck, people really need to learn how to cook.

Then off to boating, joined a team called " Kiyah-Splashh!"
Ok, regarding the name, it does sounds abit, cute?

But the rowers are kinda strong so, lets hope it works out good ;)
Went home sleep sleep and sleep and now, its 1:11am, time to sleep. night!

OH, and i saw some jackneo crew members filming at my voiddeck. Woots, im guessing "I'm not stupid 3"

Labels : wisdom,hero,dragonboat,"food",goals..

Thursday, January 17, 2008

when they lie in the box..

I have a friend, his aunt just passed away and hes on the verge of crying when he told us what happened.
Another friend, whose grandma pass away and he kept crying.

Me, never cried for anyone whom died.

So far, my grandma died on my 9th birthday, I hated her cause of that, I never recieve a present anymore from mummy.

Grandpa, died and I was too stoned hearted to cry for him when doing the rounds ard his coffin.

Maybe I just ain't that close to em, but they somehow brought me up for e first 3 years of my life.

1) I cried, when my dad pinned me on the floor when we argue and fought for abit.
2) Cried again when trying to explain the right facts to my mum that I wasn't in wrong.
3) When I almost lost my finger during dragonboat training, it was stucked onto another boat and gonna break off from my hand.
4) Not resistable when I felt like a useless bum in life.
5) A low blood pressure friend had a positive record, I think. Yeah, it was a relief.

Now my other grandpapa 's depending on machines for his life.
Whether will he pass away is something which I do not know. I just hope, hes all good.

Not that im a selfish fella, but if he can play with me 1 last round of chinese chess. It would be .. really esctatic and .. will be the next thing I cried for, my grand pa's death.

Oh wells.. "GOLDEN PATH" TIME!

Labels : Emotions, death, life cycle.

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

some jokes or..

OEI OEI!! I wanna sign up for a 1 day training and learning of WIND SURFING!
( OMG THATS LIKE F*-ing AWESOME OR~? )

Please nudge me at fongkeemee@hotmail.com
I need 4 people so that course can start. 1 day course, yeap its a reminder.

You know why I wanna do such stuffs all of a sudden?
Cause..

I'm about to get damn mature, when I enter army. Ok , thats bullshit.
But yes, I wanna do the following..
Surfing, not porn surfing but real water surfing.
Wind surfing, " river rifting " <-- LOL AT JOSEPH. Yea, its water skiing!
Wake boarding, kite surfing.

Ok, im a watersports fanatic but yes, its really awesome.
My dream is to skydive, and not die.

Wah, I suddenly damn enthu lah! Prompt me for details man!

GOGO andy! go beyond the boundaries!

Labels : Watersports , dasical attitude.

Monday, January 14, 2008

extra post for da day..

aka, andy needs to use his brains at times.

HOW COULD HE JUST GO ACCORDING TO HIS FEEL ..
and say no no no no!

SHIT, very regrettable friday I had this week. HAHAHA!

oh wells, hopes for more and the better to come.

Labels : chances in life, regrets.

Sunday, January 13, 2008

What if you die tmr..

1) I'll eat my favourite tofu dish!
2) do gymwork till i breakdown
3) drink 2 litres of fresh milk and shit out everything I have within
4) try to break my previous 5 plates chicken rice record
5) break my " cut down on expletives vow "
6) laugh at/with my friend's silly behaviours
7) cry? haven't cried for a long time
8) run home from westmall, as always, in slippers, at 3-5am!
9) booo at my stupid reactions... yea its regrettable, oh wells.
10) ask someone if I could be her other half!

Yea, totally perfect.

Anws, you guys watched "American Gangster"?!
Ok, it was awesome. Real life story, superb ending and, it gives me those kinda warm feeling at the ending. (EVEN THO THAT MOVIE WAS 2HOURS30MINS!!)

Same goes to "Gridiron Gang" and "Blood Diamond".
These movies have a great great impact on me, sometimes they're even 1st ranked while comparing to stephen chao's movies.
Chow rather.

Oh wells, its getting late.
Wan ans~

Labels : Real life stories, heart-warming stuffs, things to do before...

Friday, January 11, 2008

nightmares

I was sleeping so well fer this few days till like 2 days ago.
Think it was due to AVP2.

I've been having weird dreams like, what was the first one I had..
bah, I can't remember.

But this recent, I mean just 15mins ago before i woke up.

Don't laugh tho, it goes like this ...
There was an alien invasion and everyone was running away, I was scared too you know, but I closed the windows doors lights to save electricity?! LOL

Then before I jumped out of the window, some alien ran towards my face, slammed the window grill and I shouted, I need to save electricity lah!

Alien : NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~ [ omg srsly, how did this scene comes about?! ]

And and! I stole a police's car and rode it to the airport, cause my mom decided to abandon me due to my "save electricity" habit.

HAHA, and last but not least, the biggest alien appeared, guess what? He had fetish for humans' hands only, and only eats the people in blue comfort cab.

Then ...!!!!!
THE MOST EXCITING PART CAME..!!!
The alarm woke me up telling me to stop dreaming, cause its nonsensical.

OKOK!! FINE, im off to school :D

Labels : jokes , nightmares.

Thursday, January 03, 2008

Ah. the great outdoors~

OMG~
training, chalet, back to sch for proj, to chalet,back to sch for training, project,project, competition.

Thats wednesday thurs friday sat sun mon..

Bloody hell, want to buy freedom~

Labels : Freedom, chalet, work.