Wednesday, March 28, 2012

Moral Fiber.

What is moral fiber?

I used to think it was always telling the truth, doing good deeds.
But lately I've been seeing it differently.

Now I think moral fiber's about finding that one thing you really care about.
That one special thing that means more to you than anything else in the world.
And when you find her, you fight for her.

You risk it all, you put her in front of everything, your future, your life, all of it.

And maybe the stuff you do to help her isn't so clean.

You know what?

It doesn't matter.

Because in your heart you know, that the juice is worth the squeeze.

Saturday, March 24, 2012

Straitjacket feeling

Friends around me are all getting attached, attached, or fooling around with other girls.
I believe its just human to think this way, that everyone needs somebody.
To feed their soul in every different aspect.

I, chose the wrong person.
Right now, the scenario goes like this, if I ever go for that item that feeds my soul, lets just say, till the end of my life, I'll cause a really huge ruckus. And as days goes by, this item' shell will grow thicker and thicker until the day when I'll never get access to it anymore. UNLESS, it breaks on it's own? Hahahaha.

I really need somebody to talk to, but seems like I can't say anything to anybody here, because it'll just blow up and unneccesary trouble will follow suit after.

Love is blind and deaf, quoted by a friend.
Love is also something you fight for, regardless of the circumstances.
Friendship is a bond that heals after breaking. Some abuse this power, to restrict others.

I can honestly say, I'm suffering quite abit right now. I feel kinda lonely, and sad. This week has been really rough on me. I really don't know how much longer will this downhill trip last but please, make it quick....

Yes, it's a sad week, thus I posted. Has been really long since I felt this heavy load on my shoulders once again. Well, the only thing I can make myself feel better is just this, that at least I still have a blog which I can pour my sorrows into.

Just gotta learn to climb out of this pit a little faster.