It's because of your own personality that creates a drive in you. If you give it up then you give up everything that you believe in.
Yes alteration can be made, but not to the point where everything natural about you is wrong from the other party's perspective.
Everyone have their own beliefs, my beliefs are that everything comes as one, every action and every movement, every thought and every micro fidget, makes up the final product, be it an action, a thought, a decision etcetc.
I've thought through many processes in life, the only problem with me, is that I cannot sit and let a problem stay there, it's an eyesore. So I will do things my way to get that obstacle out of my view. Not forgetting the universe's sign. Sometimes I can quarrel with you and all, then everything is still in a mess,
Scenario 1: I buy a plate of my favorite food, I eat it, I'm happy, I feel that all should be bygones, and I ignore " all the bad stuff " and I try to make amends. Let's say I do that in 5mins after the huge fight w whoever.
Scenario 2: I help a person or whoever , do a kind deed and shit. He or she says thank you, I feel that the world should be a better place, and once again I try to make amends w whoever I quarreled with.
Life is supposed to be complicated, and in this complex place, we find simplicity. But our brains are so powerful, that not releasing it to its full potential is a waste.
I love predicting, I love re-enacting scenes that happened seconds ago in my head, for example, even things like a player suddenly types to me in Dota, and have my hero on follow, the image in my head will be some ? Person and he right clicks me and type then places his hand back on the mouse.
And the best part is getting it right.
It's pointless, to some.
It's stupid, to some.
It's ridiculously fun for me, to analyze and predict people's action, be frames infront of them blah blah.
And yes, I wouldn't break my resolve for anything.
Your everyday actions would drift further, and further away from me, but I guess it doesn't matter anyway.
