Wednesday, August 21, 2013

Stupidmofoshitonceagain

I would like to vent my sadness and madness all here. Stay here. Cause it doesn't matter.

Whole day of school doing work, I was just happy knowing waffles was for dinner and concussed after. Have a 830 lect tmr. Stayed up to call and shit, waited and got blown. 

Yep it's all my fault. Ima live w it and only vent it here. 

#Edit

You read le you won't reply tmr. Lets see my prediction correct or not.

#Double-edit

Sian, this kind of thing always lemme predict right.
And lets try the "ttyl" and see if I am right again. ^_^

Monday, August 19, 2013

A lil surprise

Haven't been blogging meh, why?! 

Life has an upturn now. Lets keep it going woots! Beautiful future lets go! 

Thursday, August 08, 2013

Upgrade, complete.

Remember how I don't look forward to my birthdays?!

Well now, I don't look forward to happy things anymore.

New resolve lets move on.

Monday, August 05, 2013

突然想自己伤心一下,让自己知道现在或者在附近的未来都跟你没有可能,然后把所有的美好记忆都扔掉。。。

不然我跑多少,碧自己做运动,做到多累,都无法忘掉。。。这美好的姻缘,这不能继续下去的美好姻缘。

Anyway, just now I went for a run, not as much as what I did last week, but I did more Push-ups than I expected.
But the sad part was that my fighting spirit's withering, mann, I've to work harder. 

Dinna showa sleepz. 

Don't wanna think anymore ~

Thursday, August 01, 2013

Melting the blizzard

Been awhile since I stepped onto a track and actually tried.
Familiar faces pretty much stalls my will to do what I want to accomplish in these situations.
But after a few minutes to settle down my thoughts and such, I begin the work out to build back up this knee that keeps weeping of strain and pain..

As I ran, i feel the old engines within me kicking start..

It's as though they want to get back into the game,
the rusty cylinders vibrating and the system starts the auto cleanse,
the roar beginning to get louder and louder, as though they want to be heard,
seems like everything inside me was broken but are starting to magnetize and form up back into the original engine and improvements can be seek in the later stages.

As I put my palms onto the icy cold concrete floor,

The first push-up felt like its been a hundred years since I've done this motion, my body didn't wanna budge and wanted to give up,
The weather aided in the giving up element, felt like I had no choice but to really give in,
then I decided that my body ain't readily warmed up yet,

So I took another round to kick start the heat in me,

And I place my hands on the icy cold tracks this time,

my body wanted to go and revive this feeling that I forgot,
my body desired to push and i started to push up per crawl step
I admit, I did not even do half the track, at most I accomplished was 50meters.

But I am so excited to go or it tomorrow and do more than what I have done today.

May I slowly awaken from my slumber,
Become a better man in every aspect.

Earthquake

Yknow what happens during an earthquake? 

Yes you are right, land splits and things fall into oblivion.

But I didn't fall, neither did she..

But this stupid earthquake this time makes me feel like you are further away from me this time.... 

Much much further away.
Oh god~ I'm gonna become virtual reality I reckon. 

Reality as my perception, negativity and being pessimistic as a guard gauge for what life throws at me, and you ask, can anyone sink lower than that..

The answer is yes.

Anyway, if this is true, guess I won't be having a snow bunny this Christmas.
( faith, hope, come to me, don't make me 自摸 my wishes everytime!! )