Monday, January 31, 2011

''You never know how it feels to lose someone, someone so close..
Because you were prepared at some point, to let it hit you and move on''

I really shouldn't have poured out my whole heart, when I saw your best friend cheating on you, to take care of you and make sure you never ever feel sad anymore.

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

I'm confused, I'm still lost.
I don't know why must I be the kind of person that needs answers, answers that'll make me move on.
Normally I tend to take the first damn step to every single problem/answer/solution.
But this time, I really hope you can take the first step, I really don't know what will happen, what will you say, but at least.. care.

or 's life just better without me.

Monday, January 24, 2011

a part of my heart and soul still wants you :S
Even if its a hug before I fly.

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

Today's a pretty good day, had a really long sleep till 12, went to swimming after lunch, with mr gwee. Then slacked till dinner came home, eat and now its 2am! Oh wells, what a life I'm leading right now /giggle.
Guess I need to really start working on my ironing skills to get myself ready for Australia!

There will be a sudden call to hongkong this week, i think? Hope I don't kena on weekends and days when people ask me out.

I still want to meet as many people as I can before I fly!
Bring em joy and laughter before I fly!
Make this last few days in Singapore, a happy and worthwhile one!

Sunday, January 09, 2011

Been busy clubbing and supper-ing my life away. Super unhealthy lifestyle that makes me sleep at 7am everyday, and recently im having insomnia, can't sleep at all. Damn. And I tend to sleep like 3-5hours and I cannot go back to sleep anymore.

Anyways, just doing a random blog post.
Am eating this korea seaweed my mom bought back from her december holiday trip.
Thinking back, when my NS friend bought seaweed back to share with us, i purposely kept afew, for my ex gf. Even eating seaweed reminds me of her. All those silly lil things I do for her, all those small lil things I do for her, just to see her smile. Guess it all came to naught.

Well but till today, I'm still trying to forget, put the past behind.