What I've always wanted..

I dreamed, I stressed, I never achieve.

Anyways, I'm still trying. Movies like this, Glory Road, Gridiron Gang. These 2 really boost up my feelings once again. I know, its my journal so its for me to type whatever I want.

All I've always wanted, is to become somebody, from a nobody. Such movies really makes me super inspirated. A bunch of useless fools, going all the way to the top. Yes, such things comes like 1 in a million, but, who knows, you might be the next crew. I hate to do things just for the fun outta it. Competitive games really brings you to the limit, makes one the extraordinary.

I just wanna get out of the life that i'm stucked in. I wanna join the national team for dragonboating. I wanna make a name for myself, just once, not a notorious one, but one that brings fame and am proud of.

Recently, many things flashed through my mind. Valencia said im philosophical. Such thoughts really make me toss throughout the night. I know, im the sort that things alot , like what will happen and such and make myself uneasy. Can't even protect my own future atm, and im caring bout how others feel and such. Bah, ignore this paragraph haha.

Yes, that hall of fame, the one who upsets the community/association with the shocking triumph outta no where.

That's just what I want..

Maybe then, I'll settle down and set new goals.... [ To training, time to work doubly hard today, to break or faint or whichever, is expected ]

The golden rules is that there're no golden rules.


OMG
Yes I know, its sashimi fiesta!

Went out with nick's poly mates and..
feast on japanese buffet!

18bucks and I can order as many sashimi and many others.
Really, its the best deal you can find. 5 pieces for 5.90.
But see how many pieces are there. theres 25! LAH!!
Crazy, totally!

Okay, so i skipped the 2.4 training after the meal.
I don't wanna vomit out my sashimis ;P

Okay so the next week pictures are..
Me and the cwdb went for the olympic annoucement.
The annoucement that will finalise whether if mexico
or singapore wins the ground for the 2010 olympics.

And yes, singapore won! Okay, it will matter to me during 2010.
From today, REALLY today onwards,

Dragonboat will be priority, I wanna go in the National team.
I was really fired up and filled with ... " I want to win a medal for myself " mood.
Okay, maybe it was abit exaggerated.
Yeah, we're jumping on the chairs and dancing with the beat.
Oh , to yusoffians, JJC was the like leaders for the thing. Then
have to make you dance and such. And yes, apple was the leader of the leaders.

Okay, I was crazy, scream and jumped on the chairs
It felt like singfest. HAHA!

then spraying water and such. Oh! And we took photos with 2 angmoh ladies! HAHA!!! Really hilarious, but if I didn't go initiate,
doubt we will get to take the photos with em. Its in the straits time, I am not inside :( Like only 20cm away nia lor!!

Outta voice, smelly, tired, jaded, went for dinner and headed home.

It was a great day. Its over tho..

Now its time to pia again ;)

We're not lost, we're locationally challenged~

Happy belated VALENTINES to all. I know im 2 days late but please endure with it. Training kills e whole day as I get burnt out so badly.

I don't really have the time to play my computer games as often anymore.

I try to play abit of bball when I have the time.

Jogging is out of the question.

Now what I'm interested is piano!!
I'll master this piece - Ballades pour adeline. Give me a month.


Once poly accepts me, I'll go into grade-learning.
I'll make piano-ing a passion :D

Should be able to do cope well!
Okay, to what happened on VDAY!

Yes, its shaw's hoshigaoka.
If it wasn't because of the lack of cash, I would've ordered page
2 and 3 liao lah! :X haha!
Yea, that tub over there with sashimi, cost us 18.80.
8 dollars of sashimi, 10 dollars of ice. DAMN NICE OR~

I feel cheated, anyway, the sashimi is super fresh, damn damn nice lah!!!!

Then comes our... err
GOMOKU BENTO![ I think i spell i right ] 22bucks only. I mean, I wasn't full :\

HAHA okok, yes, then they say, we should take a photo.

Why?

To spite jo, I think its zh say one. So anything, jo, you go find problem with him, thanks :)

My dish was good, got potato, chicken, eel, fish, mushroom.
Bah, wth, its like a full package.

Just that, I drank their green tea till I felt full :X

Ya, you can't blame a guy who can have 5 plates of chicken rice..

For just dinner :P

Jo, this "fuck :)" is for you, return you the mayo-fuck you gave me 53253262364 years ago.

So after dinner, zh want to go arab street to smoke.

Yeah, he was saying its dope shit
Okay okay lies.

Yeah, he went to find ming and gab so..
We decided to hunt jo at kallang's PA.
HAHA, I damn persistent, the guard was saying..
cannot ah, inside alot of foreigners and only performers are allowed and stuffs.
So I made a story, like, wah lau, uncle we came down from damn far to see my friend perform.

My friend even said that we can just go in then now liddat!
Uncle, we just stay one corner dont make noise lah.

In the end, we got in as Vistors, traded the EZ-link card. haha!
Wah, damn heng lah I tell you, that joseph was.. in the bus! Gonna take off to somewhere alr, luckily I saw his mischevious face at the window and he alighted. Heng sai, if not we really come in vain.

Tada, ming was saying jo's very sexy in that outfit LOL!
Straight nuclear. I like.
hehe, okay im off to get my richard clayderman/pachelbel/leo sayer CDs. Woots. Here I go!

Labels : Vday, japanese food, chingay.

Tv, is chewing gum for the eyes~

Ah yes, totally wtf. I had 2 days of training, as usual, its tough like XGADSGADCAHAWEGA. Cannot take it or..

Then its kinda stressing to do projects, and keep going to the toilet to shit.
Same thing goes for projects. Really damn irritating. And its not those normal shit lah, its those, you know, soft soft one, or super watery one. Okay damn disgusting but I have to say it. Must be the food or water that I consume recently. Maybe its the 50cents mountain dew, the one i drank 5 cups during training and resulted in this.

So, the effect from ytd's training still haven't wore off and we have to do 100 pullups again, sprint jog sprint jog for 8 times. Then intensive weight training and lastly 300 pushups. Im not bragging that I've completed everyting, but its really great to stand up after the 300 pumpings and sweating like it just rained , on you.

So tmr's the same thing and lastly,

Just now, at like 9pm, i boarded the damn 74 bus that jerk till my stomachache, returned.
Okay, maybe its due to the freshmilk, but nvm, blame the bus.
Then I alighted at ngee ann waiting for the yellow number buses, and guess what, none of em came, for the pass 15mins. So the "tummyattack" came kinda frequently during the 15mins wait, I decided to hail a cab. You know, 0 cab came to me, the uncle merely looked at me and like drive off. $#^$@TGSEGHSY$@T@, frustraing i tell you. Felt like changing the wave to a handsign.

Then this girl tried to snatch my cab, I was like , oei, siam thanks. When the cab stopped.
She got frightened off, of course, grzz, my shit wanna come out alr still wanna snatch my cab.

After that, I called my bro to get me dinner and for the firsttime, he told me homework > buying dinner. Fed up ah!! No dinner fer me, I'm like tired and ya, tired, and he didn't want to help me. I'm munching on redbean buns, crap, I think today's training abit wasted if I don't eat more.

Oh and lastly, I ran to the master bedroom toilet to , shit, again. Guess what, my mom was hogging the kitchen's toilet and she came scolding me saying I have no brains. Cannot wait then go shit. Wah, the shit's like alr coming out and she say wait, you know after I shit, she took like 15mins to come out of the toilet, I would've SPLATTER my "everything" on the floor and force her to mop it lah. WAHHHHH, fedup ah. Sleep is my only choice right now man.

byebye!

Labels : stomachache, weak stomach, shit.

Late to bed and late to wake will keep you long on money and short on mistakes.

Okay, firstly, HAPPY CNY to everyone.
Secondly, I regretted supporting kenneth as banker for blackjack!

Cause he have to get duo As when I place my 10 bucks.

Haha "po cai", straight I lost 30bucks. Damn nice or..
It was like getting kissed by "cas" or staring at "mayxuen" or drinking a cup of "MILK"

[Thanks ah ming ROFL]

But oh wells, lets think on the positive way, maybe I'll gain something in other aspects of life.

And and

I wanna apologise to karma, please let me off this year, I promise i'll be the best kid in the country and stop being mean like viewing friendster :X

Yea, its a promise!

Thats right, I tonned at my friend's house for gambling madness, and going mahjong tonight~
Holy, just press 6 digits from a stuck up machine and I get cash for round 2! ;P

Besides, 12 13 14 15 16, these 5 numbers, i hate em LOL
Must be due to joseph's mayxuen lah~!!

Anyways, im in a rush, so im out for visiting and dinner, so...


HUAT HUAT HUAT HUAT AHHH!!!!

Labels : CNY, gambling, huat zai :).

Silly is you in a natural state, and serious is something you have to do until you can get silly again.

Okay, first of all, HURRAY to my 100' post.
Like finally or

Now to serious section. Training's now at e " endurance " level, again.
Due to my illness, of course, I pon-ed mon and tues training due to no other reason than that.

But of course, I can't just sit at home and talk to myself, so I went to bball ;P
Ah, yes, back to training. It's tough, its fun. Its heart-killing.

Okay, seriously, I was panting so hard like.. tsk.. like I gave birth to 10 babies.

Then maybe, due to my illness, I somehow couldn't take the training lor. But afterall, I completed it ;D

Comp was destroyed by my mom's awesome handiwork. I think she pour water into my monitor and now, I'm left with a usable CPU, like WOAH!?!

Really, I got so hot headed at the moment, she was like an armored knight, with shields on both hands, telling me. Eh boy ah, just now I dunno why, I use your comp awhile only then the monitor went blank and I replaced you old monitor but keep flickering.

You know, theres this sensitive thing bout my comp, whenever some other pple, uses it! Problems flow in like, ok singlish-fied, free one. My bro touched my comp and it kept hanging and hanging. Now my mum made the monitor defective. Nice or.

I was wrong, but that volcano inside me, yes, it's proven extinct, BUT, it erupted. Okay nice, I sweared infront of her like, it was just cursing, like... F*ck sia. Tell you all so much times to not mess with my comp, now what, Plasma tv cannot install PS3 due to your shows at this and that time. Then guoxin's laptop for him to use, you have 2 comps yet you wanna destroy mine then you happy lah!

Wah, damn direct, and I was slamming the components/wires/sockets like how kids used to throw their legoS. Damn frustrating to have such a scene at that time, all worn out, hungry, smelly, and the flickering monitor, ya flickering at me like its saying : you deserve it sucker. ARGH !@#$%^&*()

Pissed, then my bro's using his laptop and my mom, as usual, holding on to her 2 comps saying , " cannot use ah, my documents very important ". My comp not impt lah -.-..

This is my karma man, time to chant some scriptures and off to bed. Night!

Labels : karma.