When you apologize because you're afraid you've offended that person, regardless of whether you had or not..

what kind of a person does that makes you?

insecured?
don't wanna make any enemies?
just want everyone to be happy?

all of the above?

hmmm..

I just don't wanna screw up anymore, I can say I'd really want to try it out, but something in me, is just holding me back and we know, you don't stay in stock forever, you'll be taken one day.

After that day, from I don't know, I started growing feelings for you. But right now, it's the fear of trying, and everything is inferior compared to everything I see. I'd try, but yknow, my confidence of bringing you happiness is near to naught and maybe.. maybe he's just better off with you? Haha, I don't know!

FUCK! I need to vent it all on my micro~

nuff said on one sided love story

or a two sided love story that always goes wrong.

handling problem?
fate problem?
situational problem?

Why so much problems :S

It goes like this..

You really want it..
when it comes to you

meh, you screw up on you feel empty and you don't want it.

so wtf do you want?

wtfsaglaksngjlkdsjgsljhsldkjgsdlkjg!

Rejection is a wake up call to one, to start stepping up on your profile.
To stop sitting and waiting, instead, keep upgrading oneself so that you'll not fall behind.

Thus this is a reminder to myself, from today onwards, I'm gonna work hard on 3 of my babies, dragonboat+gym , studies, and my online gaming tournament. Nothing else.

Maybe abit of shuffling and tectonic? HAHAHA!

But yeah, thats all for now, no more girls no more feelings and such. I want to lead a HAHAHAHAHAHAHA life from now on.

It's gonna be another hell of a ride, but this time, I'ma finish it!

Andy.

There were supposed to be hugs, kisses and fireworks today..

>:(

learn to let go andy, stop trying to give yourself that many chances when others deserve one!

but..

Do you think

it's easy to get out of a heart broken state.
when all you did was dive, dive into the relationship, with no plans of getting out.

I wonder..