To achieve the impossible dream, try going to sleep.

Simple, work hard and you'll see the light, at the end of the tunnel, but for my version, at the end of the highway, wah, invent INVENT ONLY HUH!!

Say hey to miss wriggly/crazygirl. she abuses me alot today. Haha please help me calm her down, deeply appreciated. LOLOLOL :D

Labels : motivate

A schedule defends from chaos and whims.

One moment you're fedup/frustrated, then later you feel that life's just like a paradise and deserved to continue moving on due to the happiness you recieved.

Thats the magic of love

Labels : love

Hope is necessary in every condition

Recently, I went out with my clique superly often. Guess it was really fun to hang out with them once more, after really sucha long time. They and their crap that you can just laugh non-stop.

They've been singing, what if I had a million bucks.

Honestly, if I had a million bucks..
I would..

-use half of it for proper investing for future income/and invest in papa's business also.
-keep 10% for safety purposes

the rest of it would be..
-invite monks from every temple to sit in the mrt and chant for a whole day and lock joy and kaisin inside with me :D
-send 20 geylang chicks for john and jeffery to share hehehe.
-hire 1 instructor to train me to row 20knots a second.
OK NEXT~

-refurnish* my life, upgrade my computer, buy collectables that I want, rear fishes.
-try out every restaurant in singapore/go overseas with dumdum.
-get a bicycle for easy transportation.
-learn everything that helps me in my future

Today, what kenneth did at his competition was really very daring. Even though it was their firsttime in a competition.
I don't like to tell people things to make em feel better. I only want people to realise how they can do better and the rest depends on emself.

Sometimes, I think my sucha-ass character pisses people off, well, thats just my style.
Lastly..

I feel neglected, somehow.

Maybe its just a temporary feeling, thats why sometimes, having too much spare time and thinking too much is really, infuriating. Don't think, SLEEP.

Labels : neglected

to breakdown right now
makes life meaningless.

cmon andy, buck up, what the fuck is this, where is your power ;)

Labels : encouragement

People ask for criticism, but they only want praise

I know its really late to post all these, but , yeap, never too late :D

Thats the whole of CWDB, I'm the only alumni rower inside, the ancient rowers went off without me? :(
Joking, yeap, thats us.

These are the guys, with the ancient seniors, 4 of us :D

A really nice and decent pic.

And the non-formal shot, LOL! I shouldn't have started this kind of shot. Non-formal shot = run to the camera and have ur face inside only LOL! Now every non-formal picture always like that -.-! LOL funny tho!

Prize presentation, super finally uh! :)

LOLOL ignasia and her shit drawing, still dare to tell me its cute O_OThats my Darbelle :) the... *cough* naturally cute one, AHEM AHEM!!

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I've got to go soon so I've to cut this really short.

To ALL CWDBs, these are my thoughts. If there're any enquires, please let me know, I hope they don't sound too harsh :D

I think we people lack adaptability, motivation.But we dont lack hardwork, in the wrong way. What I want to say is, we need to think, then work towards it, and seek understanding before moving on, don't just hardwork blindly get it?

Everyone wants to rush through training, hoping that it'll end as soon as possible. Okay, who doesn't, but at least give your all out, don't just endure thru the exercises we give you, but force through it to gain better results, you know?

We can improve by :

1)Challenging each other is also a healthy way, but a friendly challenge of course, we can improve by that way too.

2)Setting goals like within this time period, I must be able to do this amount of weight or such.

3)Motivate your friends but don't over motivate, remind em to be self motivated, cause you have your own training, you can't possibly look out for everyone, everytime.

After being the CW alumni captain, i found out the responsiblity of a captain, even though its a small team. I understand how much stress a captain's handling, but everytime we tell you people to be discipline and work hard to make things easy for the captain and vice, you guys nod without actions, or maybe we don't realise. But lets put it this way first, you guys don't prove it through actions yet.

What I think a captain's role is :

As a captain, he have to push really hard so as not to be a bad example to the rest, he have to take care of all of our attendance and needs. He will chiong all the way to prove to you guys that he can do it. But if you people prefer to flock in your own group and just endure through the training, instead of setting goals, striving to be better every training, coming regularly and everything, we'll very fast burn out and die.

I hope all of us can be self motivated and push hard, for the sake of a better team. Everyone have a part in the team, don't they.

Over and out. Am late for work.

-Harshly pointed out by Andy, the ancient rower-

Labels : Discipline/Right Direction/Love.

No one can earn a million dollars honestly.

Many things happened to me recently.
Riverbanks flooding the shore everytime the thoughts were there.
During the 7 years wait, maybe I tried to upgrade in my every aspect , not to the best, but at least to what I can be.
But the 7 years wait turned out to be a foolish wait, as a snake can never love a rat.
Loserfied since early ages, things are always done, to my best extent.

I really tried to be the best circuit board that will fit any component within.
But now the component rejects my status cause it believes it can't function with me.

Lorry to the face, was the first felt.
Katana through the heart, was second.
"King of the hammer" straight at AHEM, third.
Lastly, the feeling stay on like leeches.

-For Fuck Sake-

Anyways, to my recreation coxswian test in about 3 hours time. Had a headache closing up to a fever yesterday, slept at 10 to cure it all.
OH, please come down chinatown to support me in the chicken rice eating competition.
First prize's 2000, so I'm assuming 1000 for second and 500 for third as they said there's 3500 of cash and prizes.

Woah thinking about it, excited already. It's next saturday, 5/6/7 pm.
ROOT FOR ME THANKS!

-out-

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Your theory is crazy, but not crazy enough to be true.

I had the weirdest dream just.
Immediately i woke up and now, i wanna write everything down.

It all happened after I just bought my starcraft 2 game. <-- its not out yet.
I played, enjoy every bit of effect and fantasy within.
Then its late and my brother was studying, trying his very best to concentrate because he too wants to play this game.
But because I forced him to study, finish his homework before play.

I told him too bad, its 12am already, go sleep, when he just finished his homework and wanted to touch my comp.

So he went to bed with a very sad face and me, thinking that its for his own good.
Next morning, I see my razer lachesis, my 129 bucks mouse filled with scratches.
I just woke up you know, my temper's like crazy. In an instant, I looked for my brother and hes happily shaking his leg and watching teevee. I asked, did you spoil my mouse. He just replied, I only went use your comp and play starcraft 2, how I know will spoil huh?!

I went on nagging and he took out his latest headset, which he scrimped and saved a buck or 2 everyday to buy it. His very first item that he bought himself, and covered his ears, blasting music just to ignore me.

My blood boiled, literally, I snatched away the headset and threaten him to break it.
His facial expression changed for abit, to abit scared, but still he tried a smug or smile which I couldn't differentiate. I was using force trying to break the headset, at the same time, telling myself not to do it, stop stop stop.

It ended off when he said, this thing very hard one, cannot break.
Summed up all my strength, I broke it and threw it on the floor.
Thought that I could buy a new one for him again, as I had some savings, I never realised that this will affect his life throughout. His very first selfsavethenbuy item. He opened the door and ran out, and thats a firsttime too. I felt this pinch at my heart and the regret came in almost the next moment when he turned his back on me and ran away.

Then i woke up.
That heart-pinching-sensation woke me up one.
Anyways, I know, I'll treat my brother well from today onwards, this dream taught me well.

Labels : teachings.

A happy childhood, has spoiled many a promising life.

Life has been rather hard up on me, due to all the trainings and up coming competition. But yes, finally, its really, one of my most, glorious moments. After 2 years and 2 months of super hard work, finally my team won the first medal, from singapore's largest dragonboat event. Even though its just a 3rd position from the " polite " category, its really very happy for me to recieve this medal. Our standard's really on par with the polys already, as in the top polys, but we're still really far from em as they are always racing 1 race after the other, you get what I mean, they're machines that need not rest and everything. I believe even their medium built fellas can defeat our " engines " in terms of power an easily ride thru our endurance. So from today onwards, everyone, slim down, 2.4 no 9mins no talk, weight must drastically increase till super heavy and yes , work hard once again.
I don't want this post to be too wordy you know, so i'll cut down abit and.. yes embrace that moment a lil longer :D

Labels : glory/victorious.