On point no more

You ask me to be your boyfriend, which made my day yet am afraid you might be intoxicated thus unsure.

You talk to me about weddings and far fetched futuristic stuff which makes me happy yet worried.. Because I don't know if I can shoulder that so quickly this I'm scared, yet want to embrace.

I've been trying and squeezing every ounce of me, to make things stable once again. 

Now I guess it's a fight against time, and I need to win.

Had a nightmare yesterday, that you were possessed I had to cleanse. Spookerino fml

Cracked

It has been really long since I last felt like this.
But honestly, this has been the most successful relationship that I've ever felt, something that is the most genuine and priceless thing I've experienced so far.

Maybe it really is nothing, just a small little quarrel but yeah.. that heartache coming back once again.

The sadness israel T_T