Pierce to stop the beat

I merely found it weird that I speak to you in Chinese twice and you replied both times in English. 

I just said it felt weird..

And I honestly heard you said something that has got to do with " it's dumb to feel weird ".

Maybe it's the reception,

But right now, what I am left with is

Four stupid fucking walls ( again ), an empty and breaking heart... Seriously.. Waited one whole fucking day at home to spoil your beloved's mood when you finally get to speak to her

and then lose contact w her because there's no wifi there and make yourself feel horrible after..... 

I give up on myself... I don't deserve to even live...

Goodbye.