Freedom

Freedom has always been what I seek.
From the day I was born, I have been entrapped in this illusionary cage that my parents forged for me.
Good cop bad cop were played throughout my entire life between mum and dad.

That is why there is always this barrier that I do not cross just because I am doing it for them, for the two heroes in my life, that gave me my life.

Thus freedom, is when I drive late at night, back from anywhere, all alone in my car with the colors of music pulsating from the speakers into my ears, into my mind.

It is a private and enjoyable moment for me, a moment of joy and happiness where I get to sing, I get to relax and let every fibre of my skin scream with joy.

And to let you into that space, was letting you into my private life.

Driving home from wherever I was before, made me realize how much you were worth to me before.
Not that my reaction is justifiable, but I just want to talk to myself, in my own space.

Havoc time tmr ^_^