THE FLOWERS WAVED TO ME AS I WALK PASS THEM.

I've come to my senses,
That I've become senseless,
I could give you lessons on how to ruin your friendships,
Every last conviction, I smoked them all away,
I drank my frustrations down the drain, out of the way,
So I sit and wait and wonder,
"Does anyone else feel like me?"
Someone so tired of their routines and disappearing self-esteems..

I kept quiet at 11 as she walked by..
threw away that thing cause of some misunderstanding at 12..
picked it up and continue life at 13..
left it at a corner from 14-16
weeks after 16, i search and found it back again..

been a year .. since it all began again ..