You're a pretender.

I've been feeling kinda outcast lately.
Like my close friends are keeping secrets that I don't know and I feel like .. outcast lor~

Hope that ain't true and maybe those things not said to me are ... not supposed to be said.
Just that one part of me keeps wanting to know what it is. Uncontrollable, seriously.

Anws,
Took out the dusty box with a shaver within. Ok, its kinda new just that I left it at a dusty area? yea.
Its expensive, and hard to use :\
So high tech till I have to read the manual 5 times to completely understand it LOL!
kk, I'm slow.

Byebye sicssors ;P ( ya laugh all you want haha )

Had my National Service medical checkup.
Due to stupid,fucking stupid, partially, colourblindness, im thrown into Pes B.
Had every square as "A", except eyesight.

Sigh, what a waste, I could be one of singapore' best commando ;P
(will try to apply, see possible or not)

Anyways, life's been a bored shit for me.
Stupid encounters like meeting up with a gay, old gay. With his, gross-est phrase saying to me, "I thought ure 20 judging by your leg hair". YUCKS to mars.
Jogging every alternate days and gaming gaming and gaming.

I need to find some LIFE in my life.
Almost lost a finger during one my of sea training quite some time ago.
Finger was hooked onto another boat and the boat drifted away and my smallest finger couldnt withstand the force and it just almost feel like breaking off any second.
Even until now, that feeling stays. Really is kinda scary losing some dear to you uh.

Heading towards overseas life after army. The "no intention of staying in singapore to study" feeling lingers ard me all the time.
Dad's sponsoring me anything, like studies, guitar lessons, french/spanish/japanese/korean studies. Whatever that will benefit my life in the future.
Damn awesome.
But there are some things that I have to do before I go.
Like ... Lol! not the time to think bout such...


Fuck, give me a break and, please, give me a smooth sailing life ahead.

And now, the stressful moment, where to celebrate kenneth's birthday, gotta rack my brains, later~