Why do I still lie, yknow what, I have never lie to somebody for such a long time before, just because I'm a really selfish person to begin with.

But at the end of the day, what feeds me is see-ing you.
and at the end of the day, what makes you happy, is to let you go from my heart.

Can somebody drown me plz, not literally, but drown me with delicacies so I can forget all of these, temporarily.