Peaceful yet condescending

It's been long since I come across this crossroad again. Or rather, if u take look back into this life of mine, it just wasn't too long ago.

I abused my rights of getting information just to feed my insecurities, and when I decided to ease the tension between us two, my lightness because the source that cuts the line. 

And I receive a call at this low point of mine which turned the entire situation around.

Am I always thinking too much which creates an unnecessary barrier between people?

Oh wellz, back to the books. ^_^