Anyway, as we all know, my blog is not a place to promote, to show the world what I am but rather, it is a place where I throw my emotions in as I do not want to tell it to other people, but somehow, when you read it, I am actually.. telling it to you haha.
Anyhow.. Here goes
Everyday, every moment, you might have to open a new door which will ultimately bring you to a different outcome and future.
From the start of age I have always been beginning with the end in mind. For certain things it may seem easy as hell, like as for studies, just study hard, get a degree and get going.
But recent events got me thinking, do I want to apply for a TR in Melbourne, do I want to get PR in Melbourne? It ain't as easy as it seems of course but yeah, I have a feeling I do not want to leave Australia for good and keep it at that. Maybe I could bring my dad's business over here since Australia.
That's just a bit of my thoughts regarding my own future and career wise.
AS FOR the other future, which I am pretty sure, all of you are actually getting pretty tired of already because I have always been failing in it.
It has been pretty torturous journey, honestly. Not that I ain't appreciative of the people that wanted to share their life with me for that period of time but, yknow, shit just doesn't work out to some point, even when I am given the best, I somehow throw it away because of the lack of confidence due to the umpteen failures. ( Ya, you guys will be like, Andy's not confident as a person? Bullshit )
I just met this new person in my life, she's god damn it straightforward, she's funny, retarded in a way ( cause she doesn't even know the way home ), hot, pretty, dances and so on and so forth.
Funny thing is that, she is 6 years apart from me. K, throw the "pedo" at me, ty. ~_~
Yeah, young, crazy, wild and free. My initial thoughts would be, nah, she ain't gonna be ready to be in that kind of stage and all that stuff. But I have never thought of it as being someone that she would always love to be there for her. That can be a new kind of love/concern that I should peak at. Don't dive so hard anymore, do not live on my motto ( run the extra mile ) anymore, just be there for her and thats that.
Yes, the Andy you know will rebut and say, what if you do all of these and she can't see it or idk, end up with some other guy during the journey and what nots.
Kay, my reply to that, and gonna live on it, due to a certain few people in my life that thought me the word #Life, yep, then that's life.
Anyway, getting back on track, just gonna cut it short and get back on assignments, I have a good feeling about this dumborella, have a uptight me inside of me that am afraid of bad outcomes but am just gonna play it cool and let it flow. ( And ending up like chen, if it ever does, meh, wahlau, becoming a chen leh zzz :P )
Haha this shit is always the longest :S
Anyhow, friends are leaving back for good.
Had a crazy time with KC Randall and friends for the past few weeks. Yes, I did real bad things, I broke my principles and went yolo because I really dgaf any more. Gonna miss the times we have even though it is only for awhile. You guys were awesome, honestly.
Darren, bro, you've been there for me at my lowest. You really didn't give up on me even after you said you would. You know my personality inside out, you know that I am stubborn as fuck yet you were always there for me whenever I called. Sorry I couldn't be there for your grad photos because of the jam and your gastric :/ But anywho, all the best in every future endeavours and lets have a meal in sgp soon ^_^
OKAY, waking up to reality on week 4 is definitely not fun. Got "surprise motherfucker"-ed by the assignments really ain't no joke. Take care mates, I promise all of you, I am gonna cherish myself, the people around me, but I am still gonna live life to the fullest.
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