Final Fantasy VIII Squall Leonheart
Cool huh :D [ just being random ]

I need just a lil boost to my confidence to continue my route
because I am not giving up but im just too tired.
I have a mixture of..
1) I dont want to care anymore.
2) But I still am partially worried.
3) Still wanna show my concern.
4) And still gonna harden myself like metapod
5) But always fail to do so.
Save me yo. I'm drowning in this pool of, emotions.

Mest - Drawing Board

I can recall only this one time
This kind of control the girl had on my mind
I've fallen deep, I can't get out
I've never acted this way before

I spent days and nights in my bedroom
Trying to write the perfect song to sing to you
Write a song a day, but she won't like it anyway
Back to the drawing board
With the words youve heard a million times before

Feeling alone, and she's on my mind
Try to erase all the pain from that time
She's breaking up, and I'm breakin down
Now I'm headed out of this fucked up town

I spent days and nights in my bedroom
Trying to write the perfect song to sing to you
Write a song a day, but the band won't like it anyway
Back to the drawing board
With the words youve heard a million times before in your head

So love me, so I can be myself again
Now hate me, so things seem normal in my head
I'm trying to break away this ball and chain
So hate me, so things seem normal in my head
Things seem normal in my head

I spent days and nights in my bedroom
Trying to write the perfect song to sing to you
Write a song a day, but she won't like it anyway
Back to the drawing board
With the words youve heard a million times before

In your head
I am dead