After a poisoned meal

She tied him up with a thin little thread and throw him into the ocean as the ship continues moving towards her destinated place.

"I really can't, I really .." is what he heard as he tries to gasp for oxygen. Despite that, he still struggles to break free and called out,

"Can't what! I, I.. cannot hear you! Let me stay with yo...", he said.

As he struggles to maintain his vision, what he saw was her, at the gunwale of the ship, with a sad face that shows she had to make this decision. He could feel her heart, not willing yet willing to let him go. He felt that excruciating pain in both his lungs and heart. He felt unworthy, he felt the sting right at his chest, tears came out of his eyes but were washed away as the waves come crashing into him as he struggles to be above the water surface.

For a moment, he felt deaf, he felt that all he could hear was him panting, his heart pumping and the image of her. Every inch of his muscles struggling felt insensitive to him, as though they were working on their own accord as he dived into another dimension.. thinking..

There're just so many factors, so many factors to consider but in his heart, he just wished that she would just look at things in a way that if she would pull him back on board and abandon that place where the storm comes from..

He would make sure that they will savour every minute and second of happiness, sadness, anger and bitterness together and create a bond so strong its unbreakable..

But that just wouldn't happen..
Because, it was just as thin as thread.