I need some self control pills!

My impatience-ness, 's always the key to destroying everything I've sowed.
But damn, I just want to do it.

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My dad missed me so much till he got fever and he was super happy, eating subway with me just now in the morning. I seriously thought he came by for business but he cancelled his business trip just to see me and how I'm doing over here.
Fuck man, and hes leaving tmr, sounding kinda sad and stuffs. I'm tossing in bed, wondrin if I should accompany him back to sg tmr, same flight. My mom scolded me, my dad was esctatic hearing that I'll fly with him. Sigh, I'm caught in the middle?

Once again? Help?