Your flame glows and flickers.

You pend and wait.
You yearn to see.
You want to know.
You know you do not have the standing.
Yet you perservere on.
You don't know if what you're doing is stupid to others.
You only know its something that you feel towards to and want to have.
You just want to see the smile.
But yet another side of you wants something more.
You feel that its kind of impossible.
But you know you can change it and make a difference.
Because even a % near to 0.001, you'll go for it.

So..

You know that the chances are low.
You know you have to give it a go.
You know determination and perserverance will lead you somewhere.
But not to expect too much.
Because you know life's a bet and things are unpredictable
You just want honesty from her.
So you know when to let go, or when to see her smile at you, and you back at her.
And you know, whatever the outcome, you can take it.
Because the truth is something you rather listen to.
And you want to see the smile always

Even if your mind is exhausted.
Even if your knee wants to give up and rest.

You know whats worth to do and whats not.
Go, toughest one.
I know I'm utterly greedy, but, i just miss you abit too much i guess.
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