Howdy ;) again..

Finally, one week plus plus more and its freedom.
Freedom as in this month would be over alr, its a damn busycumtiring month.
Had my swimming competiton 2 days ago.

There were great swimmers from SIM,SMU,NP,RP,TP,NYP,SP...
not forgetting ITE , aka me :X

Haha. Well, according to my previous trainings and stuffs, I mean, the 9/10 trainings I didn't go, its believed that I would be last in any of the race.
So, I aim second position.. from the last ;P
HAHA DARNN.. actually lose to this person by 0.00.17s.
Cock man, if only I could do the turn and not touch and go method..
I wouldn't have pulled a muscle and be the second last.. AND IM PROUD TO BE SECOND LAST LOR~~~

Then went home, relaxed for an hour or 2 and out i go again..
This time we went some chalet at sembawang..
Hmm, the place's kinda eerie and looks like some abandoned mansion.
Didn't do much there, was just chatting, yakking, blabbering .. and ya..talking.

Then the dudes went to play mahjong.. from 10pm-6,7am. I was a newbie so.. HAHA my friend had to teach me..

Ok lah, it was quite boring and due to the competition earlier on, Im already half dead..
Slept, wake up everytime a new round starts [ The shuffling of the tiles was #$%@#$#@%^ ]

HAHAA finally it was like ard 7am when they decided to sleep.
LOL 3 person were snatching chairs, there were only 8 chairs in that mahjong room we rented.
So kenneth took 3, yongxian took 3 and shawn.. the fatboy only have 2. HAHA!!
He was like sleeping and sitting yet lying down. LOL.. Should have took photos!! DARN!

While me and zw, we slept on that carpet.. thats believed that it haven't been vaccuumed for 23523523534 years already. But oh wells, go home wash hair/body all over 3 times lor, right shawn? ;) haha

We took a cab down to sembawang mrt station and had breakfast at sun plaza's mac..
HAHA...
Shawn told me to take butter for him..
so I went to take.. and came back and sat down.. at another family's table LOL!
HOLY SHIT.. I was like "EH?! why everyone looks so different" and right infront .. [my table].. they were like stunned.

And shawn just kept laughing when I came back to my table.
Paiseh sia.. but really, I wasn't awake at all..

Went home, slept from 1-8.. had dinner.. and slept from 10-1230. Now I can't sleep :/
Tmr still got test. Sighh.. im signing off and gg study..

OH YA!! I LOST MY TOUCH OF PLAYING DOTA. I TELL YOU, IM DAMN SHOCKED AND TOTALLY ASFASDASGASFDASEWTREDSVSD!!!!!
ITS LIKE A NATIONAL SWIMMER LOSING HIS ABILITY TO SWIM..
except..
NOW ITS A NATIONAL DOTA PLAYER LOSING HIS ABILITY TO PLAY DOTA. [ AHAHA :X ]
ya but shit man! Gotta retrain then!

For now, mugmug!
Gone~ for a long time again I guess ;)

Weet ooo weets~ hehehehehe..

Guess what?! I picked up Sepak Takraw. WOOOO~~

Its damn fun lah, after my gums heal up..

I'm so ready to gamble my whole person

As in don't care the risks, just do the impossible HEH HEH!!

Wahaha, tmr gg dental again. Holy..

I've been eating meesua, tauhuey, porridge etc etc.. All the stupid soft diet food.

May I be free from that tomorrow.. and..

Chicken baked rice, Pineapple rice and all the deep fried food that I couldn't taste for the past 6 days..

HERE I COME BABY!!

AND AND, FINALLY, I CAN DO SPORTS AGAIN!!! Darn~!! 9 more days and its my IVP swimming championship. Its on the 20th and 27th at republic poly. Come down root for me if you can! Hehe!

[I still hope she will come down even though.. its not the same anymore haha]

Then Dragonboat trainings and my basketballing...

I miss em all man!!

Well, I may just not blog for some time again..

Please bless me to get into poly next year man!

Dinner time, more soft diet food, AGAIN.. Sii@l\ls \/\/o12sX

[Ellis - beg me and zh and we might just teach you to be the ultimate k@\/\/@iisX kii1) iil\l e \/\/o12l1) ;D

till then~

The wind blew me a message~

Before getting to my self-reflection

I want to whine about "it".

My operation was done without making me fall asleep, just numb.

Hows that! 4 @#$% teeth removed at the same time, same area.

Eyes covered, the operation started.

Violent tools were used for the wasting of my gums and extracting of those 4 bastards!

My head was like.. headache? and its throbbing.

Its just not a good feeling.

[To ellis : You lucky they make you sleep before operating]

The numbness wear off after 10mins and..

I SWEAR-ED infront of bro and mum. The pain was excruiating [ spelling correct?! ]

and it last for 3 hours before the pain subsided.

Bleeding still, till now, 327am, already 12 hours and it haven't stopped.

Been spitting,swallowing,mixing food and drinks with blood..

Well, my blood's yummy :X

Anyways! Self-reflection.. AGAIN~~

I sat at a corner and think.. twice? thrice?

I always find it such a waste to give up..

Not even a meteor shower, tsunami, typhoon could make me confirm my final decision

As I read her blog

she pends for the guy's message.

Well, I hope this guy brings her happiness to her life.

It ain't some "WAH, Andy Hero siaa" thingy..

I'm always the one initiating..

and short replies were given

[I admit, without her, I wouldn't come up with so much silly ideas, write such mushy stuffs, plan on how to suprise her, look for flowers that suits her name and laugh at my own creative-ness and thoughts on how to please a person]

But its just that clinging on makes me feel so miserable..

so, I find it no point and my decision is made..

I place this burden down and carry on with my journey.

Maybe someday, I'll come back and find it..

But definitely not anytime soon..

I let it all go~

[Joanna, if you see this,thanks for enlightening me. To you, it may just be some crap advice that you give me. But! To me, they're words of wisdom. Haha, I owe you one ;)]

This time, I do things for myself, for my future..

Whether I can get .... back or not..

I let fate decide.

Previously, I do things, due to movtivation and inspiration that comes from the thought of her whenever I'm stuck.. [ Haha! Shes sucha GREAT IMPACT on me ]

But this time, I'll use my wits and determination to subdue anything that comes in my way.

[My friends : Maybe you guys can just stop bringing up her name, its much appreciated]

Big fat world out there, Here I come!

The nurse at the dental clinic's pretty :X

TEEHEE!

Thoughts..
Its no use getting emo over stuffs, I already have this phrase " Emo is never a solution " in my mind. Its inscripted there and people out there trying to say i'm emo and stuffs, nice try?! You may go on if it makes you happy, Fucktards..

hmm, guess I accidentally blurted it all out..
and things are still going smoothly which seems wrong to me..
Its like theres something I need to do before its too late..
But I don't know what to do..
I can only sit, watch and pend for that thing to happen..
Sixth sense tells me that its not a good thing..
It just doesn't feels right..

Shes like sinking deeper, without anyone noticing except me..
Not that I'm observant but I feel it that way..
Intruding would cause mayhem..
But the more I want to avoid, the more I have the urge to help her..
It doesn't seems that she needs help..
But it feels like shes going to need help soon if she falls deeper into that abyss..
The best way would be she tells me/hints me that she needs someone to be there for her..
I would gladly be the one..
However, everything is fine for now.. I guess..

I'm just THINKING, I'm not getting emo, Fucktards..

Oh ya, I'm gg operation and pluck out 8 teeth tmr, turban, wish me goodluck man. I'll force myself not to sleep when the anasethic[HOW,ever you spell it] is injected..
AND ROD YOU WILL OWE ME 500 BUCKS IF THE FIRST INJECTION DOESN'T MAKES ME FALL!

AND AND..
The month's busy cause..
Dragonboat/swimming training :/
IVP swim champ meet coming.. Its on the 20th and 27th at RP. Come root for me if you have the time! ;D [Appreciated]
Work if the SSA calls me up!!
Prepare for special occasions that're coming up next month!!
Spend more time with usual clique. It's been a year after secondary life and things are going fine. Its going to get better ;D!

Last but not least, try to look out for her..
whenever I have the time..
I am just going that extra mile for her, worth it?! I tell you, its worth it no matter how much effort I put in.
Haha, only she is capable of making me do all these , LOR~~! ;)

For now, Cya!!~

WhineS:
I'm DAMN DAMN HUNGRY NOW LAH!!
HAVEN'T EATEN SINCE 3PM
Till now 3AM THEN BUSY FINISH my stuffs..
Someone pei me go KAP eat LEH~~
SIGHHHHHHHHH~~~

Untitled, just gibberish :D

Good day mates, its early 3.40am and you silly morons must be in bed..

Either sniffing mr.pillow like how addicts sniff glue

Or having that awesome nightmare where a bear sudden charges towards you with a deafening roar which somehow.. makes you wake up and find your mom screaming ard and makes you real

fedup ;P

Oh wells, time to blog! Had steamboat at bugis, some lousy steamboat though that made me eat luncheon meat, dumplings

and fishballs. Stupid china restaurants, NEVER EVER GONNA TRUST THEIR STALLS ANYMORE!!

As well as trusting zh, my beloved bullshit-king. He who promises 7pm, turns up at 8pm with many many excuses, jitao tok me flat flat!! In other words, his lies really beat mine, hands down.

He even brought vodka, for what? No plans no nothing just to let mr drink and start to marikita.. what the hell.

But anyways, his house was fun too, especially playing his PS2. Damn, I didn't sleep the whole night, just kept playing non-stop and whats fun bout the game is that it requires lotsa jabbing on the buttons with ur fingers.

WHOOSH, muscle cramps were invited but its hella fun.

[Note : Zh, nexttime you wanna organise thing, think twice leh knn, still can tell me stress, you wanna organise then you tell me stress, when was it ever not stress to be an event organiser :/]

TADA~!!

Thats me, yeap.. the sage, the zealot, the monk, the boobless nun or the roman king - king andy, the exhalted!

Says : May my people all bow under my armpit and smell its aromatherapy HEH~!

Wahaha, dragonboat was fun indeed, no matter how tough it gets, once VILLANDY[ahemahem, wheres supereve] recovers from the fatigue, he never fails to make trouble hohoho~

Aight, i'm shutting down alr, can't take the pressure whereby my eyelids are battling with my willpower.

Have a good one, cya ard ;)

[EXTRAS] :

HAPPY?? - APRIL FOOL'S DAY!!

Tell me bout da day will ya :)

SECOND DAY OF 2007~~~

Howdy!!

Its back to your most..

Kawaiicumkakoi..

ANDY! ;D

Tada! Today, Me Jo and Nick went to Vivo.

First thing to do.. as usual, Breakfast!!

At 3pm!!

Haha! Hungry like cow lah, turban!!

But everything went well when Nick introduced us to Carl's jr. Some beef fastfood restaurant that makes jumbo beef/chicken burgers!! [NEXTTIME TRY OTHER RESTUARANT!!]

Well, I said SORRY before eating the beef burger.. [ I'm a buddhist and cannot eat beef, but I did :P ]
LOOK AT HOW BIG IT IS LAH!!

NICK MUST STRETCH HIS MOUTH SO WIDE!!

BIG MOUTH SIAAKK!! LOLOL!!

AND JOSEPH GIVING THAT BUAY SONG FACE..

CAUSE..

HE STRETCH HIS MOUTH SO WIDE TILL CRAMP..

then buay tahan!! LMAO!! ROFL!!

[ *hopes* that he doesn't sees this :X ]

[ Its just for laugh, haha don't angry ah! Few know this blog and I believe you're laughing while reading this HEHE.. ]

After that great meal..

We met up with Rod and I settled some stuffs..

Then we followed nick to buy his whatever slippers..

called what braziliano praia..

Haha he bought a black one, hmm.. cool!? :X

Then Jo chanced upon this cap!

LOL!! Whats funny is that he said..

Joseph : Wah, Guohao, *in chinese* You give this to your ah gong he confirm love you [or something liddat]

LOLOL!! Give to ah gong as in.. Japanese Occupation that period and how your ancestors got tortured and hated the Japs..

Me : jitao LMAO!!

Crap lah Jo, haha but it was hilarious..

HAHA!!

Kk

It's just some random picture

And..

..

..
..
..

..

..

Tada!! HANDSOME SIAK!!

LOOK AT..

Joseph preparing to represent..

Singapore for Basketball

One on one

Freestyle

National standard..

LOL!! seriously, he look like SAFASFASD in that colour..

And look damn "HAHA" in that! HAHAHA!!

Crappy shit.. Then we headed to westmall cause Jo needed a ear piece. No luck, but guess he'll continue searching..

Ah I met my old teachers.. tuition teachers and they said ..

You look much taller.. [ Of course ;D ]

More mature.. [ WHAT THE FFFFFF!! ]

Smooth skin [ I told you so , ellis!! ]

Less aggressive and more happy [ Haha, thats nice to hear ]

Was I really that aggressive lasttime?! Hmm, guys out there, if I was, very very sorry eh.. haha.

Went to market for dinner and saw claypot girl.. weets!

PICTURE OF THE DAY!!

Hey,

remember that rat..

that always went..

An do rei an do rei yee baa yee baa!!

HAHA!!

Well, the hat's nice

NICK PLEASE DON'T NICE TRY ME THANK YOU!!

Later~ .. andoreiandoreiyeebaayeebaa :P!

HAPPY NEW YEAR :)

Well, theres so much 2006 memories..
That I couldn't part with..
And brought em along with me..

To 2007 :)

2007's going to be a year..
Thats filled with suprises, even more laughter and great great memories!!

And I'm gonna make em happen!!

Well, I'm sorry for all those bad attitude I shown to you guys out there. Hope that I'm forgiven.

Well, Smooth year ahead DUDES!

Hey the usual clique I hang out with..

Want to share money and buy a video cam. We could have a year end review thats filled with laughters and memories that stay with us forever. Steady one tell me.

Good day my friends :) [1st january]

Belated Rodney Tan C.C Birthday post~!

First of all, Happy Birthday Rod.
Welcome to 17.
May all your wishes come true!
Was a fun night to start with.

Look at this picture..
Don't they look like some animals
posing for picture?!? haha!

There, this is Mr.Rodney Tan
Smiling so happily cause..

HE FINALLY REACH 17 years old :P!
Rodney, may round 17 be an easy level..


and things go on smoothly for you!

After taking photos with the silly animals..

Next stop, cake blowing!??!
Idiot joseph..
I was taking a grp photo and he must stand there

AND BLOCK MY magnificent picture
ASDFASGASDAS~!!

Haha! look who we have here
A fucking dumbfuck

that tries to stuff that
xiaolongbao into his stupid mouth
and ends up like this..
<-----
totally.. Dumbfuck. TEEHEE~!!


Then we went to watch movie
Holy OMFG SHIT!!
"BLOOD DIAMOND" is the fuckingly
GODDAMN NICE MOVIE MAN

IT PAWNS YOUR ASS!!!
You really have to watch it and i promise it wont let you down!!
After the movie, which is around 4plus.. am, duh..
We walked to a 7 eleven, chit-chat, wait for the first bus and home..

Tada, Enjoy 17 rod! [29 dec]

Part 2.. of today's blog ;)
The Fray
How To Save A Life

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came..

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life..

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you..

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life..

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came..

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life..

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life..

How to save a life
How to save a life..

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life..

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a lifeHow to save a life..

Marvellous song, go download it ;D

Mummy, its over...


This is a memory, a feeling, an incident that happened to me..
Few years down the road, viewing back this blog, this particular post, would give me the heartaches and laughter of stuffs that I could do for a special somebody..

Saw the lights? They're covered by black vanguard[ if thats how you spell it ] sheet. I injured my left toe while jumping lol!
Smart people would've brought a stool or something.
Stick tape on 4 sides and wah, starting damn tough.. It keeps dropping or if not its the wrong position. Jump for half an hour before these 2 @#$%^&* went up.
Then some things cropped up like her parents saw me. I was stupid and told it all honestly :/
Andy = stupid.. ANYWAYS!!.. they didn't stop me haha.
So continue with work, darn strong wind at that level, had sucha hard time sticking those words, "MERRY XMAS!"

This is the special someone..
Whom came up when I wasn't ready :/
The wind just keep blowing lah ASFDASFASF!!

Well.. things happened..
A head-shake cum a smile was given..
I wonder what that means.. Don't know? or No?
Took it as a No..
Begin to clear up the stuffs as she went away.. Glad that she initiated a bye ..regardless what she was thinking..

Ah shit, forget to take that photo of burning wax on my whole hand. It hurts like "ouch" but IM A MAN,man! Haha theres still wax in my nails!
[No Venture, No Gain yea?]

Just a few months and i earned..
A memory thats worth being inscripted on my heart..
Now and forever..
Eternally, I never forget..

Heh, now its back to MysticAndy
I lead a hero's life..

I am your curse..

You won't like me when I reveal myself..

Bloodshed will be seen..

Cause its MysticAndy ;P

P.s. Dudes, I'm fine.. maybe the occasionally heartache and thoughts of..
But hey life's gotta go on.

Till then, I have a quest to fulfill..
Hehe.

Doesn't rain just taste like wine?

Had my first landcumweight training today. Was the first to come training , holy shit [ thats for me to boast and NOT for you to comment on it ]

Weight training seems so easy when you're training on your own.
But when the teacher comes in, its a total different story.
Its the firsttime i see myself, grit my teeth, force myself all the way to pushpulllift those weights :///!
'Aggressive' got into me and blablabla..

Then it was the most torturing exercise of all, the CIRCUIT.
the stupid 20 pump 20 situps 10 burpees and 6 shuttle run. 3 sets of that [ sounds easy eh? ] and complete it in 3minutes [ positive mindset will lead you to success ]

YEA TOTAL BULLSHIT.

Bloody hell, after all those weight training and you want me to do that circuit. "The world nearly lost andy cause of this ASFASFASDFAS exercise"
But of course, superduperandy never falls that easily. :)

Tada and clean-ed it up with last 5 pullups and we're dismissed.
Then went to lot1 to had lunch with dudes, and visit "youknowwho"..
After that went to play basketball but sadly, it rained, AGAIN.
I HATE TO FEEL COLD..
Those "liquified ice missiles" hit me for 5mins, hit me again for 5mins when I was walking home.
Head to joseph's house, and again kena damage by those heaven's water. Kns, damn cold lah.

Cocked, when to westmall for dinner, fuss over dinner and then to that stupid foodcourt again.
Damn nonsense, rain again! Whats wrong lah, fix that leakage :/
Next destination - nicholas house. Haha, hang out there and finally home.
Its 12, no more bus, expensive "bus 250".

Heavy rain obstructed my way, but without thinking, I ran home in that 20mins rain that tastes like wine. I felt drowsy, giddy, blur, guess its the over exert of my body in the morning, keep going out and no rest. So readers, nights for now. You don't want me to fall ill when its so near christmas yea? I still have so much things to do, I just can't collapse now..

Nights!

Untitled..but read on ;D

From these 7 pictures, I can tell this incident happened in a MRT.

Sequence: 1 - 2 - 3
4 - 5 - 6
7

From picture 1, I see empty seats and orange walking. At the far end is a dead end? So I believe its the last cabin of the MRT.

Picture 2 shows me 3 musketeers trying to settle down, black, orange and blue. I believe they're trying to find a seat to sit? ;)

Picture 3, ahh! Shows me empty MRT cabins. Therefore I believe these Black.Orange.Blue must have walked a long way to the end of the cabin. Picture 4 depicts the closed door of the MRT, it tells me that the MRT's moving soon!!

5 and 6 shows me Orange stealing a paper from Black and treating that paper as a leaf flute!?!?

HAHA , it sounds boring eh? My oral sucks :/

Tada! 7 shows andy, me, resting on a whole row of seats HEHE.

ACTUALLY,we're fooling ard yesterday. Not that "fooling ard". We walked in and out and in and out of the MRT. There's still 4mins before the MRT comes "alive".

Finally, reached the end of the cabin, settled down and B.O.B started to make music..PAPER music.

Black made nothing out.

Orange tried hard and some results was seen.

Blue scored a 10/10. HAHA.

We're at Boon Lay Mrt, then headed back to westmall coffeebean to visit the other dudes.

Bought a movie ticket and chilled out at C.bean.

Haha, thanks to 3 cups of whatever [pure vanilla],[hazelnutcumcaramel x2], holy shit, you see mr.kenneth vomiting out his organs!! HAHA.

Caught ' Deja Vu '. Alright, I admit I don't really understand it, but ok I understand it already, kk its not bad. Watch it or support pirated VCDs XD hehe.

Today, followed nick to town to buy his whatever crumpler.

Lucky got me, he earned a 10% discount?!

Never say thank you sial, lumpo only.

Haha then i tried on this carahatt jacket, Woots! I like its material, its fitting, its colour and its price tag.

Jitao kena buddha's @#$%^ palm = ' ru lai fo zhang '.

It costs 299!! But I like this jacket, suits me!

Then went ard town and buy some stuffs, while nicholas keeps eating. Old chang kee only.

One stupid small cup of waterchest nut cum sugarcane drink cost $2.30 he also buy. Rich only.

Then parted with him at clementi, [to nicholas : leh ji only.] HAHA, What only.

Went to get my Bronze Medallion Life-saving cert and the form to be a guard.

Holy shit, can't wait to get interviewed and get that job. Its 8bucks per @#$%-ing hour TEEHEEHEE.

Now, its dinner time. Sian, ownself settle dinner = spend money.

Oh god, spare me some coppercoinssilverorgoldtaelsorbanknotes, I will wash your armpit 2 times a day ;P!!!!

Cya dudes!

The envy and thoughts of ..
Went to NUH today to visit my grandpapa and see the doctor, regarding my mofo stomach.
It has been aching since yesterday and found out its just some nonsense I consumed. I 101% think its the kallang sea water and tap water I drank.
That pain was unbearable, I had to squat down every 10-20seconds before reaching home.
But, never get to "wash" my stomach then. Boo :/.
[Wonder how it feels to clear my tummy] ;P

Went to grandpa's ward, smiled at him and he asked in hokkien, who am I.
Immediately I was like stunned, that grandpapa whom always disturb and play with me, the grandpapa whom thought me chinese chess, brought me out to shop, shared a room with when I was young actually forgotten who I am. Felt a slight heartache looking at him this way. Grandpa fell down due to his stubborness of not using a 4-legged clutch. But the good thing is that he could still joke. He said it in hokkien, translated to english, the conversation between my grandpa and grandma..
Grandpa : the doctor said hes going to use this what thing to knock my head.
Grandma : then i make sure the doctor knock until you head bleed and you die.
Grandpa : [Looked at everyone and gave the "Like that also can, this kind of wife, like so wth" expression.] Don't want talk to you already.

Haha I was laughing along with them lah, but sigh, grandpapa, I hope you're going to be fine even though you don't remember me already. [ Hes suffering from dementia. ]

Decided to get out of NUH and look for some fun?..
While exiting NUH, I chance upon this lovely old couple.
It just seems like they're showing me..

True Love Lasts Forever..
Even till death,
I'll be with you always..
For You, I Will.


I envied this, and memories flashed..
In seconds, I thought about many things..
Andy's way of saying , those thoughts are like this..

I found this ship..
care for it..
accidentally crashed it..
BUT!!
I'm doing all the best to mend it,
Even though a scar cannot be erased, but improvement on that mark could be done.
A few touch up and I can sail smoothly again.

For now, I'll just work hard and repair it.
Even though it vexes me in a way like [ why didn't I evade that obstacle at first ],
But whats done can't be undone.
A solution and working towards it is the only way.
[Bah, I've grown up, abit more mature already ;D]

I'm gone for explosive basketball action!
Cya!

I LEARNT, REFLECTED AND..

Injuries are a form of lesson..

they happen to me due to..

regrets and inability to do a certain something..

Inorder not to vent or tell it to others..

They're all converted into dangerous stuffs I do in sports..

like risking to do stupid stuffs that might cause injuries to myself..

This are all lessons I learn, I reflect from and keep them in a part of my system which will go on with my life, forever inscripted within my memories..

Thus because of all this stuffs..

I have a tendency to become insane.

Hehe..

<-- Thats insane andy..

Whom's a part time DJ?

Or a motorcyclist?

Nah, just a student dreaming and acting stupid ;D

I'm gone to study at coffeebean! Ciaos dudes & babes! Good luck for your exams and enjoy your holidays!

I NEED SPARE PARTS, URGENTLY!

Bahh, recently..
I damaged my :
Right toes,
Dual knees,
The recent dragonboat land/sea training caused my arms to over exert themselves.
Had bruises/cuts are caused due to my first SKATING experience. [ I had never skated, roller blade or anything and the first training was iceskating @@!! ]
I wanted to learn it fast[don't ask me why], so I force my way through. No pain no gain, I fell and stood up and again and again. Haha, should you call me clumsy or noobish first timer?
and these are enough to disable me from so much of my daily stuffs.

Went to sch's gym today, worked out and I think I'm injured in a certain way.
Then some usual sports game and tada, now sitting right infront of the laptop.
[Ps, my deskstop's already K.O. So I can't come online anytime I want anymore, what does that mean? I want you to miss me ;P]

I'm damn tired and have to go MOS tmr. Bahh, someone save me, my legs hurts and stupid dress coat for clubbing = shoes and long pants, @#$%^&*.
[ I HATE JEANS AND SHOES AND.. please pray for me that nothing happens tmr night. ]

I want to sleep!!
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Regarding nick's gym, and since he told me to explain.. here goes :
Gym was originated from an indian prince whom got all of his pubic hair shaved and a sexual transplant thus he turned into a SHE and this happened a long time ago when people ain't so brave?!
Then people respected her for her "lion courage" to do such a thing. Thus before she died, people built a purple bamboo grove for her and build her a comfortable flower chair.
Because of this, she attained immortality and became a goddess.
People who're still confused about who this goddess is, shes the G.Y.M. A buddhist goddess, find it out yourself? LOL I said nothing ;D

Story by : Nicholas.
other members : Nicholas and friends.
extras : Nicholas again?
Publisher : Andy Low :P! HAHA.

I'M UUUBBBBEEERRR-LLLYYYY confused..

Sometimes, somethings are just placed infront of you for you to achieve..
But just because the fear of getting embarrassed..
the fear of no self-confidence, it leads to your downfall.

Lets just say, I found someone whom I can cherish all my life..
But the thing is, we haven't got to know each other really well..
and i have the tendency to go one extra big step just because i might have just advanced abit..
This big step, i wonder if its counted as a stupid move or a good move..
caused this route to break into junctions..
Now I have to choose the ways to go on with this problem i have it in my hand..
Whether if its to LEFT[run away from reality] RIGHT[Let nature take its course] or MIDDLE[Handle the problem in a more professional way].

I force myself to upgrade, study and stuffs..
Sports which're like forced-accidents to me slowly fades away..
[Lasttime sports was the key for me to release stress, to get real fedup in a game and play it in a way which you don't like it at all]
Force myself in trainings to tell myself, even I can do such impossible gayage training, whats so hard about r/s problem. I have cuts, bruises, blisters, pimple from my head to toe.

I ain't stress over this matter, I'm just like what am i suppose to do. The thought of losing this particular someone keeps flashing through my mind as i fear history will repeat itself in 5 months time.
Seriously, subtracting you makes my life miserable.

Sigh..
[well guide me along..]

Out from my mind at 4:33pm..

Thinking about it for a year plus plus..
Was taught and learnt things as I slowly grew up..
Dreamt of beautiful scenes that only happens in virtuality..
Woke up and found out its the same bloody old day..
Tried to advance a step but it always fails..
Temptation got over me and I force my way through..
Luck was sent to me and its always not enough..
Chances were given but I never use it right..
Giving up never flashed through my mind..
Failure is nothing as one learns from it..
Thick-skinned is what I metamorphis into..
Shameless is my second name..
But thats not what I want anyways..
It was how I evolve due to the surroundings..

Now i pour all this thoughts into a cup..
Filtrate the unwanted ones that I don't want to be bothered with right now..
Settle the rest back in.. and get on with life.

An emo 4:33pm.

PREPARING FOR A BETTER NEXT WEEK :D
Remember this cute little frog when you're young?
Yes, hes Keropi.

Can change into pencil box?!?! [ heard so :X ]
See left, see right, damn cute right?



But!! [climax], this f*ck up kid, named shawn named it keropok!!
He really is either fat/dumb f*ck LOH! LOLOL!
Went net, typed keropok and search images, came out..


haha LAME SHIT LAH.
Was seriously ROFL-ing at home.



IS THIS EVEN FROG?!?!?
Next~~


This is mr.crumpler.
Waiting for his rightful owner

which is of course me

at the shop.
Haha but because of that stupid not-look-like human,
crest!,
On his damn body..

He cost 179!...
Theres also razer optical gaming mouse that costs $99 and its mouse pad that cost ard 40 bucks.
I'm so gonna survive on bread,cereal,porridge and be a nice boy and have dinner with family everyday. HEEHEE! Getting this damn bag on thurs! WOOTS~!

Sigh, tues's my ite swimming meet. I am not ready at all lah :/
Ite tests are flooding in, have to study cause i'm like not confident for my retake Os.
Maybe gg chalet on tues, ite tests on wed.
Land and sea training for dragonboat.
Maybe gg join a club, for dragonboat team.
Love life aint smooth.

Help me somebody~~!!!!

Gone with the wind.

How rain obstructed a sight of beauty.

Slept for an hour at 4am, its time to go m'sia. Woots.

As always, theres no pretty girls on board :(

[so i decided to be imaginative and think that they're pretty] LOL :X jkjk

This is the sky of m'sia. Hmm kinda like the same..

but same as singapore's sky..

same colour..

but different ;P

If you dont understand what i say, you're utterly stewpid!

NEXT~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!

Now this are some of the chinese herbs. Why i took pictures of em? hmm, lets just say that this herbs fascinates me ;D

Then its the spot where they plant flowers?

Bah , I don't know what is it called :/

Hmmm, I'm so brain dead all of a sudden..
Lets skip this part shall we?

KK next~~!

Ah I love this picture for some reason.

HEHE I'm not telling anyways so don't ask me ;D

But do you guys find that this picture seems abit real?!

I can't find a way to phrase it but this picture just seems..

UNIQUE?!?!

Oh wells, unique pple takes unique shots ;)

Lunch time!!
So "WOAH" man! [ I didn't take the photos for dinner]

Lunch was served and the most interestingcumthrillingcumdelicious dish was this lobster. Damn
good lah but sigh only one lobster per person :/

Dinner was damn good, had chili crabs,prawns,fish,chicken,tofu,many many more. Haha the thought of it still makes me hungry.

After lunch, still on food hunt, I came upon this!!..

Haha! sounds cute eh? kaya ball. Its nice and comes in 10pieces for 2msiabucks.

I burnt my tongue cause was too bend on "owning" this piece of ball in my mouth :/!

Lastly, was the fireflies section. It rained heavily for like 3 to 4 times today. Everytime theres some interesting event waiting up for us ahead, the rain would come. Bahhh~~!

So we didn't get to sit the boat and check out the fireflies.

BUTT!!~ this uncle caught 2 for us to see.

You can only see that "fire" produced from its ass in damn dark areas. Ha, we hang-ed the bag on the ceiling of the bus and it glowed..as we headed back to singapore.

Holy cow, tml's O level science MCQ paper. Gotta study! Ciaos!

THE FLOWERS WAVED TO ME AS I WALK PASS THEM.

I've come to my senses,
That I've become senseless,
I could give you lessons on how to ruin your friendships,
Every last conviction, I smoked them all away,
I drank my frustrations down the drain, out of the way,
So I sit and wait and wonder,
"Does anyone else feel like me?"
Someone so tired of their routines and disappearing self-esteems..

I kept quiet at 11 as she walked by..
threw away that thing cause of some misunderstanding at 12..
picked it up and continue life at 13..
left it at a corner from 14-16
weeks after 16, i search and found it back again..

been a year .. since it all began again ..